Do you want to feel yourself fading away, or do you want to die immediately?

[Sixfeetunder]

I don't know why, but I want to feel myself fading out as opposed to being alive one second, and dead the next. But, only if it's on my terms. Such as the exit bag. I'll feel the effects of oxygen deprivation, then go to sleep forever. But if I'm not dying by my own hand, I'd want it to be instant.

What are your thoughts?

 

[Trulysorry]

I would like to die immediately. It's yet to happen though.

 

[Scottishchef]

Think i would like just to close eyes and thats it, not sure if that will happen to me, probs be fading away hopefully not in too much pain

 

[color_me_gone]

being alive one second, and dead the next

that's me

 

[Livinginhell]

Alive, then dead.

 

[lost.ghost]

Def would like to slowly fade away

 

[bigj75]

Immediately.

 

[JayZT]

Die immediately... if I have time when I realise I'm dying and there's no way back then I'd probably begin to regret it.

 

[Final Escape]

Die immediately, unfortunately I'm in slowmotion suicide as we speak. I consider myself in the slow fade out method.

 

[Jake88]

I'm shocked some people choose to fade away. That feeling of overwhelming regret scares the shit out of me. Being found even. Snap of the fingers. Every time.

That's how I know I'm destined to bleed out. Somebody far more powerful has shown a far sicker sense of humor than me all of these years.

 

[bigj75]

Def would like to slowly fade away

I can't fathom that but it's your choice. I just want it to end. No slow build up. Just end right now.

 

[mattwitt]

I like what this guy says about aging I've seen him on PBS multiple times and basically he says we should all live long and healthy and then have a quick drop off stage at the end of life instead of slowly fading away.

 

[Smilla]

I've wrestled with this question myself and have often fantasized about using a high caliber gun to blow my consciousness up in an instant.

My method is murky on how long it will take for lights out-anywhere from 5 seconds to two minutes. I dread those two minutes if it takes that long...will feel like an eternity I am sure.

 

[bigj75]

I like what this guy says about aging I've seen him on PBS multiple times and basically he says we should all live long and healthy and then have a quick drop off stage at the end of life instead of slowly fading away.[/MEDIA]

Legit!

Die at the end of the peak. Not way after you slowly fade.

 

[lost.ghost]

I can't fathom that but it's your choice. I just want it to end. No slow build up. Just end right now.

My plan has been jumping, and when I hit the pavement I'd like to slowly "go to sleep" and feel the pain subsiding and the peace happening. I underwent a surgery and had anesthesia and I'd really like it to be like that, slowly fading away into a deep sleep

 

[bigj75]

My plan has been jumping, and when I hit the pavement I'd like to slowly "go to sleep" and feel the pain subsiding and the peace happening. I underwent a surgery and had anesthesia and I'd really like it to be like that, slowly fading away into a deep sleep

With all due respect i don't think you will be feeling any subsiding pain if you slowly died from jumping.

Have you considered any other methods like nembutal? That would forsure be slow and peaceful.

 

[lost.ghost]

With all due respect i don't think you will be feeling any subsiding pain if you slowly died from jumping.

Have you considered any other methods like nembutal? That would forsure be slow and peaceful.

Jumping has been my ideal suicide method for years, I'm just fascinated with it. The next one id be considering is carbon monoxide

 

[bigj75]

Jumping has been my ideal suicide method for years, I'm just fascinated with it. The next one id be considering is carbon monoxide

Yae carbon monoxide is appealing.
Jumping is on the bottom of my list but i understand its appeal.

 

[Dead_Inside]

I want to feel it. I want to know what it's like to die. I can't remember what it was like to gain life.... so maybe I can understand something about me as I leave? I don't care if it was through murder or suicide.... I will be scared either way probably. That's normal I think. So I want to *know* that I am dying. I don't want to be confused about what happened if there is more after this.
Plus had to live through so much other bad shit... why not just do this one with my consciousness intact?

 

[wanttodie]

would like to slowly fade away so i know how it feels to die.

 

[crova]

I don't know why, but I want to feel myself fading out as opposed to being alive one second, and dead the next. But, only if it's on my terms. Such as the exit bag. I'll feel the effects of oxygen deprivation, then go to sleep forever. But if I'm not dying by my own hand, I'd want it to be instant.

What are your thoughts?

For years I was praying for death in sleep..
25 years later I have, like you nitrogen tank in my closet idling.

I know Im on the last page of my book -I'm just slow reader these days

 

[Memento Mori]

fading away, enjoying it...dunno if it's gonna be this way and if I deserve such a pleasant death but it would be awesome :D wanna be conscious and witness my last time thinking about everything bad and good that happened and smile

 

[TAW122]

Instant death, this way I can't be saved or have time to regret. I can't regret when I'm dead. I chose the firearm partly because of instant death (or very very shortly after immediate loss of conscious) and also due to it's success rate.

 

[21Neberg]

I imagine my emotions and survival instinct would be incredibly strong if I was fading away... I'd rather have it be over in a second.

 

[therhydler]

I would like to fade away while listening to music

 

[Miss clefable]

I don't really mind but probably fading out

 

[Qbert]

Slow fade then fast fade then bam.

 

[lady_godiva]

Die immediately. Precisely why I'm considering jumping.

 

[AnnonyBox]

About a week ago I tried to ctb, and I felt myself fading, things were going dark, and I felt this whole 'isolated' feeling in my head. My last thought before I woke up again was 'I'm going home.' and I felt immensely happy in that moment. I think for no other reason than to feel that way again, I'd like to feel myself fading away. Next time it'll be with a double knot, though.

 

[Pulpit2018]

Sudden death for me,no fade to black...