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Welcumtotherealworld

Student
Feb 12, 2019
126
Maybe one of them, but if he does I'm at least gonna have him with me wherever "the afterlife" leads.
 
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stellabelle

stellabelle

ethereal
Dec 14, 2018
3,919
One, unfortunately.
I am trying to hold on.
 
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LetMeGo

Member
Feb 13, 2019
7
Unfortunately I believe my father may follow... But either way, my situation isn't known yet. I didn't die, I think he may be pushed over anyways...
 
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Paranoid Mind

Paranoid Mind

Member
Nov 28, 2018
6
Only thing holding me back from ctb is the likelihood of my mom killing herself.
 
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Misanthrope

Misanthrope

Mage
Oct 23, 2018
557
I am worried about a few people. I have been distancing myself on purpose but ultimately the damage is inevitable. I fear it may be enough to tip one friend of mine over the edge and derail the progress another is making. Thinking on it is just horrible because there is no way to mitigate any of it. At the same time though I can't go on living this way anymore either.
 
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Lost

Member
Apr 18, 2018
88
I don't think so. They all have their little happy life
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
No, at least I hope not. I doubt it. If I triggered suicides that would be lame lol! I'd be like, you seriously ctb because of me? I'm honored. Jus kidding!
 
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hablakadabra

hablakadabra

Lurker
Feb 12, 2019
9
I fear both my depressed father and brother would kill themselves eventually if I did.
 
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Sixfeetunder

Sixfeetunder

Specialist
Jan 12, 2019
319
I highly doubt it. Most, if not all of them, are pro-lifers.
 
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Crazy I

Crazy I

Madman
Nov 28, 2018
61
While its not likely, my CTB will shock everyone that knows me. Its just hard to imagine someone that usually gives them advice and always looks happy be the one to die by his own hands. Dont get me started on my family, my parents and grandma is not mentally stable and i know that my parents are still alive just because me and my sister. So if one of us died by suicides i think they'll blame themself. Tbh thats mostly the reason i havent been hanging by a tree right now.
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
I don't think so. Most people I know are acquaintances who would just comment that it was sad. People would be super upset, but I can't see any chain reactions.

I know my brother has felt the way I do in the past, and because of his special needs he'd probably be at higher risk than most. He's the only person I imagine might have any ideas.
 
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TheRiverStyz

TheRiverStyz

Yes, that’s a typo.
Jan 16, 2019
100
Nah. I'm estranged from my family. My boyfriend is neurotypical and well-adjusted and has a solid group of friends, most of whom are also neurotypical and well-adjusted. Most of my mental health friends aren't suicidal, and the one who is has a pact with his own group of suicidal friends (they'll stay alive for each other or go together). They'd probably get over me pretty fast TBH.
 
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LetMeGo

Member
Feb 13, 2019
7
Only thing holding me back from ctb is the likelihood of my mom killing herself.
I'll raise a cup up with you then. It isn't the way I want to pay back my father who took care of me while my mother left. But I am suffering too much I think. I'm just selfish I think in that way...
 
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MiserableBastard1995

MiserableBastard1995

Experienced
Mar 17, 2018
291
I'd realistically say my death would shock everyone, but parents and maybe one friend won't be as surprised. It might just wind up pushing mum or dad over the edge, but I'm not resposible for their emotions. If anything, that's what happens when you breed - it often works out poorly.
 
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Ruffian

Ruffian

Jumpin Jack Flash, it’s a gas gas gas
Jan 16, 2019
696
I am worried about a few people. I have been distancing myself on purpose but ultimately the damage is inevitable. I fear it may be enough to tip one friend of mine over the edge and derail the progress another is making. Thinking on it is just horrible because there is no way to mitigate any of it. At the same time though I can't go on living this way anymore either.
Like your Carlin quote
 
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Cookiedough8956

Wowzers
Feb 24, 2019
636
I think most people would be shocked then shrug it off. Didnt matter then def wont matter after that.
I guess maybe like 4 people would be depressed
Commit suicide after me? Maybe like 1 out of the 4
 
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Jacquelyn

Jacquelyn

hellworld_kickflip888
Feb 23, 2019
107
circle meaning anyone who knows you. I think my death would cause at least one other person to ctb.
Maybe my girlfriend. Maybe my mom too, since she'll have nothing left after I'm gone. Just a shitty single-wide trailer and some animals. (I'm not concerned with my mom though, if she kicked the bucket tomorrow I wouldn't give it a second thought. She's very abusive)
I hope to put them at ease with a goodbye letter, explaining how this is what I wanted and that I wasn't really even depressed, and that my last days were filled with love, fun, and joy.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,883
I am worried about a few people. I have been distancing myself on purpose but ultimately the damage is inevitable. I fear it may be enough to tip one friend of mine over the edge and derail the progress another is making. Thinking on it is just horrible because there is no way to mitigate any of it. At the same time though I can't go on living this way anymore either.
Yeah I can see that happening with the people around me. I'm very guarded with my feelings because I don't want them to be "concerned" about me and try to foil my plans or intervene. I also cannot keep living for fear of traumatizing them or just because they will be hurt by my death.

However, I believe it will come as a big shock when it does happen because it will be very sudden and they will likely be hurt. The best I can do for the people around me is just right before I ctb, send a delayed email or message to them and maybe leave a note (for first responders) with instructions on delaying informing next of kin or people around me until after they dealt with my body (cleaned it and froze it), thus mitigating damage.
 
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