Do you think you might be obsessed with the thought of death?

[Thingsneverchange]

Do you think you're obsessed with death? People have been telling me that I think too often of death and that I have an unhealthy relationship with it. I kind of adore death, I find it beautiful. Don't get me wrong I don't want anyone I am close to to die or anything like that. But the thought of death makes me feel calm and happy.

 

[Shadowplay]

I know I am.

 

[Thingsneverchange]

I know I am.

Do you also like, smile at the thought of it? I often write death on my hand to remember that there's also this way out of all the stress and sadness

 

[Shadowplay]

Do you also like, smile at the thought of it? I often write death on my hand to remember that there's also this way out of all the stress and sadness

Not exactly. I can't wait to get some N. and CTB though.

 

[Thingsneverchange]

Not exactly. I can't wait to get some N. and CTB though.

I get it. I hope you find peace soon.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Been trying to figure out if an afterlife exists and how it would be, no luck so far.

 

[Shadowplay]

Cheers. I hope to find the peace in death I could never find in life.

 

[Death is beautiful]

I also like the thought of death, I want to die and not feel how time passes, eternal sleep, sounds so good

 

[Thingsneverchange]

I also like the thought of death, I want to die and not feel how time passes, eternal sleep, sounds so good

The best would be to just fall asleep and die that way but often I have the feeling that I have to die in pain.

 

[Hurt]

I see death as an escape from this reality i don't want to be in so that's why I'm obsessed.

 

[Under The Graveyard]

The thought of death relaxes me. I like to say I live with the thought of death daily. I've had people ask me if I'm afraid of dying. My answer is always no.

If there is one thing I can accomplish in this life, it will be death.

 

[back_to_oblivion]

I look forward to my death. The thought of it is calming and also strangely exciting to me. I view it as the biggest event that will ever happen in my life and the moment I will be liberated from this life. The idea of finally letting go and just forgetting about everything, an eternal unconsciousness is comforting to me. All concerns, regrets, failures, problems and things that seem so important being swept away by death and not mattering anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly am. I have always found death to be comforting. The fact is, that I am not meant for this life. It has never felt right to me being alive. I was perfectly fine not existing until I was forced to live. I see my existence as a mistake. All I want is to be nothing and to never experience anything again. Non existence is the complete absence of suffering. It is the one thing that calms me down, thinking about my death. I just want peace, peace that I cannot find in this life.

 

[fox_wannabe]

I am extremely. I cannot stop thinking about ctb. I have everything ready for it at all times and I tried to die many times.

 

[Mr2005]

Not in a sick way

 

[Feeding Pigeons]

Absolutely. I'm very tired and I look forward to the wonderful slumber I'll have in death. It is something I'm unironically looking forward to. To be freed.