Discussion Do you think you deserve to live?

[Schevan]

Do you think you deserve to live?
Has someone told you, you don't?
Or perhaps you, yourself think you don't.
If you could start fresh in another place - would this change your answer?

 

[motel rooms]

 

[FuneralCry]

I think I deserve a right to die. It isn't like I asked to exist in the first place. I deserve better than what this life has given me.

 

[CatTheBus5689]

Maybe I do deserve my life, but I don't want it anymore.

There's not a single day where I'm not hurting and I just want everything to stop.

 

[WatermelonMel]

Nobody deserves such a horrible thing, if only we had the choice

 

[time4sleep]

We all deserve to live, but some of us simply would rather now!

 

[ClairyFairy]

I think if I could have swapped places with my best friend who died I definitely would have. She didn't deserve to die she was a amazing person and the best mum, friend and wife. I'm a piece of shit. I ruin everything. I would have changed places but now hmm I dunno

 

[Life_and_Death]

i probably dont

 

[time4sleep]

I think if I could have swapped places with my best friend who died I definitely would have. She didn't deserve to die she was a amazing person and the best mum, friend and wife. I'm a piece of shit. I ruin everything. I would have changed places but now hmm I dunno

Relate to this so much. I've lost friends who wanted to stick around and had stuff to live for. I'd trade with them in a heartbeat

 

[Elysium Searcher]

I don't, I also was told that I don't. And I fully agree.

But I don't care about it that much. This life proved me that it's not worth living anyway.

 

[Ardesevent]

I'm hopefully not going to for much longer, so it doesn't matter at this point. But yeah, I probably don't.

 

[Lifeless mindset]

I think I deserve to live I just choose not to. Sometimes I feel like I hate this world more than I hate myself. I would rather die than trying to start fresh in another place.

 

[everydayiloveyou]

Everyone deserves to live, and everyone deserves the freedom to choose when they die. It's up to the individual to decide what they want to do.

I love living. It's just that I don't live a full life in my circumstances. It's out of my hands.

 

[nobodyspecial]

I think I wasted every opportunity I had that could've given me the life I wanted. Only in my mid-30s, but to me I see nothing but a barren wasteland in my future. Starting over would require a time machine so I can go back go high school and get a mulligan from there. That's not possible, so I'm worthless and have to go at some point.

 

[Seiko]

I deserve the right to live and the choice to die.

 

[OnlyTheWind]

From my perspective, I ask "Do I deserve to die?", and the answer is a clear "yes".
My life experiences have qualified me for early retirement (death). The only way to start afresh would be as @nobodyspecial said - a time machine to take me back to high school. I just know that decades from now I'd still be crying over everything I messed up and the opportunities I missed when they were right in front of me.

 

[Dystopia]

Not really, I'm a waste of oxygen and resources. Better to kill me off and reduce my footprint but it won't make any difference since the world population is growing.

 

[one.way.out]

I've been told I'm a bad person and don't deserve to live. It depends on whether living is a good or bad thing, I'm not sure if I deserve to be in peace (dead) but I know many people would be happier if I was dead.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

I agree with @nobodyspecial , Only a time machine could help me but since they haven't been invented yet then once my Doggy has passed l will have no further purpose so l must self terminate!

 

[Dear Agony]

No, I don't deserve to exist, because I have never done something so wrong to suffer so much. I deserve to die, because death is the best gift the universe would give me. Death is mercy to me at this point.

 

[K-On]

No a burden like me should not exist.

 

[wanttodie]

no I deserve to die.

 

[WFJ74]

No. I don't feel that I deserve to live anymore. I wish I could stop making excuses to not CTB.

 

[Pisceslilith]

honestly I don't really care anymore if I deserve to live or not, being here ain't worth it period.

 

[Celerity]

I deserve the right to live and the choice to die.

Couldn't have said it better myself.

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

I think I deserve a right to die. It isn't like I asked to exist in the first place. I deserve better than what this life has given me.

This is the best ever.

 

[insanedoomer]

Do you think you deserve to live?
Has someone told you, you don't?
Or perhaps you, yourself think you don't.
If you could start fresh in another place - would this change your answer?

i know i don't , but to live for some few years before ctb in another country , that will be fine & fair enough .