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death will be my ultimate bliss
- Oct 29, 2023
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...representative enough to describe autistic people as a whole? I mainly want perspectives of other autistic people regarding this though I also don't mind seeing some allistic perspectives on this too.
In my case, I don't feel like the labels that are used in the title are descriptive enough to describe what my life is like and the struggles are going through. On one hand, I'm not exactly low functioning as I can speak, I can use the bathroom on my own, I have the ability to think about stuff, I can go on the bus to go to university and there are a bunch of other things that I can do which, unfortunately, people on the lower end of the autistic spectrum cannot do.
However, I don't think I can consider myself as high functioning either as I still struggle massively in my day to day tasks. I have a lot of executive dysfunction. If I try to study and I get interrupted during me studying (which happens a lot), I can't cope with that and there's nothing I can do. I also struggle massively with socialising and I'd say that I arguably socialise worse than other autistic people do. I also struggle dealing with basic instructions and basic tasks such as tying shoe laces and part of me still gets upset that I don't win at everything (though I just want to be dead now). I also struggle with planning which is a reason why I can't easily kill myself. I also tend to not do things on my own which means that the youtube videos I watch right now are more or less the same videos I repeatedly watched already as I lack the ability to look for new things on my own
All in all, I'd say that I'm high functioning in some regards and low functioning in other regards which is why I don't think that I can be considered high functioning or low functioning overall.
Though that's just my case with this infuriating and painful disorder. I'm curious as to whether you think the labels "high functioning" and "low functioning" are accurate enough to describe autistic people
In my case, I don't feel like the labels that are used in the title are descriptive enough to describe what my life is like and the struggles are going through. On one hand, I'm not exactly low functioning as I can speak, I can use the bathroom on my own, I have the ability to think about stuff, I can go on the bus to go to university and there are a bunch of other things that I can do which, unfortunately, people on the lower end of the autistic spectrum cannot do.
However, I don't think I can consider myself as high functioning either as I still struggle massively in my day to day tasks. I have a lot of executive dysfunction. If I try to study and I get interrupted during me studying (which happens a lot), I can't cope with that and there's nothing I can do. I also struggle massively with socialising and I'd say that I arguably socialise worse than other autistic people do. I also struggle dealing with basic instructions and basic tasks such as tying shoe laces and part of me still gets upset that I don't win at everything (though I just want to be dead now). I also struggle with planning which is a reason why I can't easily kill myself. I also tend to not do things on my own which means that the youtube videos I watch right now are more or less the same videos I repeatedly watched already as I lack the ability to look for new things on my own
All in all, I'd say that I'm high functioning in some regards and low functioning in other regards which is why I don't think that I can be considered high functioning or low functioning overall.
Though that's just my case with this infuriating and painful disorder. I'm curious as to whether you think the labels "high functioning" and "low functioning" are accurate enough to describe autistic people