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NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
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My question goes out to those who actually tried to ctb with SN or have watched someone ctb by SN
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
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In comparison to most methods I've read about, it is.
N or SN will be my exit.
 
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Pharmaruined

Nobody gets out alive
Sep 10, 2020
247
My question goes out to those who actually tried to ctb with SN or have watched someone ctb by SN
From the ones I've heard about that watched exits live, the SN is not a walk in the park.. many vomit and are so sick they don't want to drink their backup glass.. also they seem to gurgle and/or moan for about 15 min before they pass.. N is still the gold standard
 
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catch99

Member
Apr 18, 2021
62
SN sounds to me like it's quite awful honestly but people on here speak of it like it's a walk in the park. I'm not sure about N but that's what they use at suicide clinics in Europe so it's gotta be pretty good.
 
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Moose.000

Moose.000

"Everything is meaningless" ~King Solomon
Apr 10, 2021
210
Sounds pretty reliable. Just no telling how your body is gonna react from point A to point B. I would use it in conjunction with the night-night method. Cinch everything tight, cut off all circulation and black out within a 2 minute window of enjoying a delicious glass of SN.
 
Ani198

Ani198

Member
Jan 17, 2021
47
SN is what I plan to use, and I like the romanticized image. I'm aware it's vomiting and a shitty, sick feeling, but the way it's presented as "falling asleep and never waking up" is something I'm willing to falsely believe. It makes it easier, and I'm scared of being found in a position that seems "pathetic" like hanging or a gunshot. I know it's not pathetic, but the thought of my lifeless body just hanging there limply or slumped over in a chair haunts me a little bit.
In comparison to most methods I've read about, it is.
N or SN will be my exit.
I've heard people talking about N as the golden standard, is that Nitrogen dioxide? I'm not 100% sure on what it means haha
 
Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
Many people lose consciousness quickly. I've read the first hand accounts of many people here who post after they have drunk SN. They always vomit, then in about ten minutes seem to go unconscious. A few mentioned terrible stomach pain, which was so severe they had to call for an ambulance, but that's rare. My guess is that they had an ulcer from before. If there is a wound in the stomach, such as an ulcer, it will burn.

A few didn't even vomit but nine out of ten will definitely vomit and some have mentioned vomiting many times. Some mention a racing heart, dizziness, weakness, and blurred vision just before losing consciousness.
 
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Carrotcake

Experienced
Nov 27, 2019
265
I've heard people talking about N as the golden standard, is that Nitrogen dioxide? I'm not 100% sure on what it means haha
N refers to Nembutal, aka pentobarbital. It's a barbiturate, initially a type of sleeping drug.
 
Taos

Taos

Student
Apr 19, 2021
119
I really don't know, worries me too. SN interests me because so many young, healthy people have successfully and quickly died from it. Of course, we hope it's painless for them. PPH cocktail "ratings" are based on eye-witness accounts of the sick and/or elderly dying.
 
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Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,201
SN rates fairly high on the Peaceful Pill Handbook for peacefulness. I think it is a 7 out of 10. Nembutal is the best drink, as we know, but it is very difficult to obtain. It is also expensive and prone to scammers.
 

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