Do you think about suicide every day?

[Defenestration]

Oui, je veux dire, ce n'est pas différent de la façon dont les autres envisagent leur avenir ; c'est juste ma façon de voir les choses.

Even if i am "happy" i think all tile

 

[bakenohana]

I do. but how much i think about it is a matter of how that day goes. i usually try dull it down with distractions otherwise it gets unbearable and i risk attempting ctb that isn't thought out and is more likely to fail than it is to succeed. in that regard I'm doing a pretty good job, but even then its always in the back of my head to some degree