Venting do you take comfort in inaction?

[fragmentary]

like going days lying in bed not doing anything. living feels too scary

 

[Unsure and Useless]

Staying in bed doing nothing—or, more accurately in my case, rotting in my bed—doesn't stress me out nor does it provide me comfort outside of the fact that it's an activity that won't have stressful consequences.

I'll be bored if I have nothing else to do, but it's much preferable to going out and interacting with people.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I enjoy the action- or- inaction of it but then, I feel shit because there are so many things I should be doing.

 

[Sluggish_Slump]

Would love to hibernate forever. Society calls a passive lifestyle - "rotting" (or "let it rot" like in China) but I think it's just hustle culture attaching a negative value to anything unproductive

 

[FuneralCry]

No, as I find it tiresome and torturous simply being conscious and aware. I don't find existing to be comforting at all, I wish I wasn't burdened with the ability to exist in the first place, all that comforts me is the thought of an eternal and dreamless sleep where I simply won't be able to experience anything for all eternity. I personally just don't see any value and benefit in existing, I'd just rather not exist, there is no peace in existing, all that existence does is cause suffering all while one is destined for nothing but to deteriorate from age and die anyway, it's all very futile to me.

 

[natthebrat]

Yes and no. I hate feeling like a leech, but I also hate the things I'd have to do to not feel like one.