Wayfaerer
JFMSUF
- Aug 21, 2019
- 1,938
I've been going through hell for two years now and it only gets harder not easier. I take two substances daily: phenibut and kratom. Three if you include nicotine. However, I've become completely tolerant to them and I started back to drinking coffee daily on top of it all. I don't care about long-term consequences because I won't be around to experience them. None of this shit works anymore and I'm so desperate I may just end it all ahead of time. I have SN but I don't have the antiemetics or anything like that.
God this is pissing me off so much always being like this. It's like an endless headache that never goes away. What am I supposed to do? I'm desperate enough to trade my car for a blunt right now.
God this is pissing me off so much always being like this. It's like an endless headache that never goes away. What am I supposed to do? I'm desperate enough to trade my car for a blunt right now.