FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 38,920
For me suicide could only ever be something positive as it's the way to find peace from the abomination that is existence, honestly I don't understand those who act otherwise as to me existence itself will always be the true problem no matter what. I don't see anything appealing about suffering in this meaningless existence for decades on end just to be tormented by old age and die anyway, to me existing is so tiresome, harmful and futile. I don't see what's supposedly so bad or tragic about being permanently unable to suffer, in fact I see so much beauty in the thought of ceasing to exist, it's beautiful to think of death erasing everything.
Making peaceful suicide methods accessible for all would be really compassionate to me as existence is just beyond evil, the amount of suffering in this hellish reality is beyond comprehension so I see it as positive to be permanently free from it, in fact I find it so tragic how life even exists at all, to be conscious and aware is a curse, I only wish for non-existence.
What terrifies me is the thought of suffering in this existence for decades on end and suicide would be the escape from that, I don't see how suicide could ever be something negative when without existence one cannot suffer. All the problems started when existence did and that's all that existence has done, just created so much unnecessary suffering, senseless pain and cruelty that there was never a need for, no matter what I'd always prefer to permanently not exist. For me suicide is self care and the way to escape and prevent all future suffering in a reality where there is literally no limit as to how torturous existing can get, I'd be so glad to finally not exist.
Making peaceful suicide methods accessible for all would be really compassionate to me as existence is just beyond evil, the amount of suffering in this hellish reality is beyond comprehension so I see it as positive to be permanently free from it, in fact I find it so tragic how life even exists at all, to be conscious and aware is a curse, I only wish for non-existence.
What terrifies me is the thought of suffering in this existence for decades on end and suicide would be the escape from that, I don't see how suicide could ever be something negative when without existence one cannot suffer. All the problems started when existence did and that's all that existence has done, just created so much unnecessary suffering, senseless pain and cruelty that there was never a need for, no matter what I'd always prefer to permanently not exist. For me suicide is self care and the way to escape and prevent all future suffering in a reality where there is literally no limit as to how torturous existing can get, I'd be so glad to finally not exist.