Do you plan to shower and groom before ctb?

[Volatile]

Typically when I leave the house I shower and shave (sometimes). I also notice this slightly increases my mood, which is bad if I'm going to ctb.

As of right now I haven't showered, brushed teeth, or shaved in a week. Include this hot weather and I feel like absolute hell. When the time comes, I think I should hop in my car like this. I will brush though so I can swallow without that nasty taste.

 

[Final Escape]

Typically when I leave the house I shower and shave (sometimes). I also notice this slightly increases my mood, which is bad if I'm going to ctb.

As of right now I haven't showered, brushed teeth, or shaved in a week. Include this hot weather and I feel like absolute hell. When the time comes, I think I should hop in my car like this. I will brush though so I can swallow without that nasty taste.

I think I would yea, I have a really difficult time not staying up on my hygiene though. It's so ingrained and also because I have to have regular close contact with people. It's out of habit.

 

[Volatile]

I'm going to take a bath in my septic tank before driving off. The road will smell and people will share in my misery

 

[ge0rge]

yeah I think so.

might as well leave behind a pretty corpse
(✿◕‿◕)

 

[Blowba]

Yeah because I don't want my body to be dirty don't want to leave the world stank

 

[MortDeVivre]

A shaving and shower the morning of. No haircut, though, because my hair has just the right length right now. A bit of perfume.

Maybe some hair gel.

 

[tearsinrain]

Ever since I started wearing eye makeup in my early teens (several decades ago) I've always said, "I wouldn't be caught dead without my makeup on!"

Takes on a whole new meaning now but, yeah, I'll definitely ctb with full makeup, clean hair, teeth, body, clothes......... :D

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

I honestly don't care anymore.

 

[Smilla]

Ever since I started wearing eye makeup in my early teens (several decades ago) I've always said, "I wouldn't be caught dead without my makeup on!"

Takes on a whole new meaning now but, yeah, I'll definitely ctb with full makeup, clean hair, teeth, body, clothes......... :D

Yeah. I'm even ordering new clothes to ctb. Been wearing the same dress for months. I want to wear something nice when I go.

 

[RainAndSadness]

Of course. My plan is to die as feminine as possible - as a trans girl, that's a very important aspect of dying for me. I also ordered a dress recently, which I will wear on my last day. I want to go as a women. That means I'll take care of myself before I ctb.

 

[Tiburcio]

All that hygiene will be for nothing when I rot.

 

[Volatile]

All that hygiene will be for nothing when I rot.

That's what I'm thinking

 

[Volatile]

I should strip down to nothing and then jump

 

[Wantingpeace]

Yes I have been seriously contemplating ending life for weeks and felt any day I may do something on impulse so I have made effort on hair make up nice clothes cleaned apartment every day

 

[Dip]

I'll take a shower the day before, mostly because of habit.

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

I imagine I'd shower/brush my teeth, but when it comes to things like shaving my legs, getting my eyebrows done.. probably not as likely.

 

[skitliv]

I think I will, I'd rather go feeling "clean " so to speak

 

[Comatose11]

I think I will just so I will feel clean.

 

[DoneFighting]

I'm going to have a full face of makeup and maybe a nice dress.

 

[wezel]

One should leave in a civilised way.
Tidy apartment, all the empties and rubbish cleared, clean clothes, showered and in a presentable state.
And also a note for the people who find you about whom to contact to make this a smooth transition for the ones left behind.
Apart from that:
In a truly civilised society one should be able to organise one's departure in customer designed spaces, hotel style.
You check in, pay upfront for some expenses ( drugs, coroner etc ) so you then can depart in a most sensible manner,
stress free for all involved parties.
In Ancient Greece suicide was highly regarded and practised widely.
It seems society hasn't evolved very far since then.

 

[Zanexx]

Yes.

 

[FadedMemory]

Yes, I wanna feel nice and clean in my last moments. And it would make it easier for whoever finds me.

 

[Morning Angel]

Yes I am going to bathe beforehand.

 

[Dead_Inside]

Yep. Both attempts I cleaned up for. Thought fuck it. This whole thing is about me and for me. I want to feel good and wear my favorite shirt. Then I want to die the way I choose.
Glad it worked out