Discussion Do you often come here to express sadness ?

[Painless_end]

I know everyone is different and everyone's need for using this forum is different.

Personally I come here to express feelings of sadness at my own mental issues. I have said multiple times that I am not brave enough to take my own life, yet.

The only thing I have left is to express my neverending sadness at how my life turned out because of my weaknesses.

I wish I was never born.

 

[Hollowillow]

Yes... Me too... Urge to die now. I come to feel lrss lonely. Distraction from unbearable body pain

 

[FuneralCry]

I often express my dislike for life itself and how I view that as being the problem, and this can be seen as sadness in a way, as I get tired of having to endure a life in which it's not easy to be free from.
Feeling trapped in this world really can be an awful feeling, I also wish that I never existed more than anything. Yet writing about it doesn't achieve anything for me and does feel pointless. But after all life has no point and no purpose, it only exists as a way for humans to experience so much unnecessary suffering, all that we ever do as humans is wait until we inevitably leave this world. Our only true fate is to die.

 

[TimetoGo!]

I know everyone is different and everyone's need for using this forum is different.

Personally I come here to express feelings of sadness at my own mental issues. I have said multiple times that I am not brave enough to take my own life, yet.

The only thing I have left is to express my neverending sadness at how my life turned out because of my weaknesses.

I wish I was never born.

I'm the same, I just haven't found the correct method I am comfatable with yet. If I owned a gun it would be done years ago. Hating life and hate being in debt

 

[Hirokami]

I think it speaks volumes about my life that the only place I feel comfortable venting about my sorrows is a pro-choice suicide forum. I legit can't talk about my feelings anywhere else. Mom doesn't want to hear it, gf doesn't want to hear it, no one does.

 

[Tristan]

I often express my dislike for life itself and how I view that as being the problem, and this can be seen as sadness in a way, as I get tired of having to endure a life in which it's not easy to be free from.
Feeling trapped in this world really can be an awful feeling, I also wish that I never existed more than anything. Yet writing about it doesn't achieve anything for me and does feel pointless. But after all life has no point and no purpose, it only exists as a way for humans to experience so much unnecessary suffering, all that we ever do as humans is wait until we inevitably leave this world. Our only true fate is to die.

you wrote it so eloquently that's exactly how I feel too, but could never have wrote it the way you did. You are so right in everything you wrote. It's to hard to endure life everyday. And yet to hard to be free . I don't even make any plans anymore . I just breathe and that's my life, and eat, occasionally forcing myself even to do that.

 

[theboy]

watching sadness

 

[SamTam33]

I come here when I feel myself starting a big time spiral. Crying, drinking, screaming and punching into the dark type spiral.

I'll be like, "Oh wait. Let me go see what my peeps are up to today," and it calms me right down.

It's a life saver... (pun intended)

 

[Euthanza]

At first I was looking for methods, and now I just like to be around with like minded people here eventhough we don't know each other in real life, it's like reading your own mind in someone else's words ... yeah misery loves company

 

[Maudlin]

I know everyone is different and everyone's need for using this forum is different.

Personally I come here to express feelings of sadness at my own mental issues. I have said multiple times that I am not brave enough to take my own life, yet.

The only thing I have left is to express my neverending sadness at how my life turned out because of my weaknesses.

I wish I was never born.

Interacting here takes my mind off my self-pity, and often distracts me from my physical pain (for a while, at least).

 

[Ineedtodie]

First I came here to make sure I die, then became reluctant to just do it not for any false hope but only because of SI and fear of the act, which a lot of people here have a hard time with , though sometimes I dissociate from having to commit to my decision. Until then i' m sharing my feelings, some thoughts and relate to people and show support. I think this whole process feels lonely and surreal tbh.

 

[help56]

I come here because I can't bear living but yet can't exit because the means not there yet or peaceful enough. I like you guys feel I don't want to here and if a freak accident would take me out that would be great . My dream is being taken out by a clinic peacefully but that's not possible cos apparently I must live to make others happy

 

[Wojaczek]

used to, nowadays i can barely muster up the words

 

[makethepainstop]

I know everyone is different and everyone's need for using this forum is different.

Personally I come here to express feelings of sadness at my own mental issues. I have said multiple times that I am not brave enough to take my own life, yet.

The only thing I have left is to express my neverending sadness at how my life turned out because of my weaknesses.

I wish I was never born.

Daily, and some days hourly.

 

[Ineedtodie]

i come because I'm stuck in a limbo like place. Between a rock and a crazy place. No way to cope or get out that is presented to me. Just sharing feeling thoughts in the midst of hearthwrecking life situation where minutes become hours and lonliness is an overkill. I wish I was more suicidal like a time passed but now i' m too reluctant, yet stuck in the same wretched place. My will is broken and my personalty is maladaptive for this world. I have chronic Avp. Not much empathy irl, only heartbreaking insult and judgement. It's alot of sadness and helpless I feel. Most certainly other repressed emotions dulled down by pills. I talked to people close to me and insisted that my thinking is driven mostly by fear and shame and my choices will be meet undeniably with more failure and unreversable consequences. So seemingly I hve no control whatsoever on my future. So what re my options, only god knows.

Edt: I just realized I already posted on this thread.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

I always vent here about how I hate being my assigned sex and how depressed it makes me. Of course, there will be times where I receive unsolicited advice, despite the flair saying "venting" and not "advice". Everyone needs to be a hero these days....

 

[Sprite_Geist]

For me it is the opposite; I express myself on this forum to avoid being perceived as sad - because I am not. In the real world it is likely that behaving or talking in a certain manner will cause others to assume that you must be miserable; this is not true, and it is very frustrating.