Do you have feeling that you are genetic trash?

[Stagefour]

Genetic trash gets cancer like me. If you don't have cancer the world isn't purging you with it's immune system. So sorry you have issues but the world speaks and when it speaks you'll hear it. Most of youll are misguided and need a lot of therapy and you would realize life ain't so bad, I wish I could hand you the 3-4 weeks I have left and take your allergy issues lmaooooo

 

[Gooseygoes]

Genetic trash gets cancer like me. If you don't have cancer the world isn't purging you with it's immune system. So sorry you have issues but the world speaks and when it speaks you'll hear it. Most of youll are misguided and need a lot of therapy and you would realize life ain't so bad, I wish I could hand you the 3-4 weeks I have left and take your allergy issues lmaooooo

I'm so sorry life has handed you the cancer card. I lost my mother to cancer not long ago and her absence brings me to my knees at the most unexpected times. Life is unfair. Rest in paradise.

 

[Mbound]

Yes, this is my reason honestly. My physical health issues have taken everything from me. I do mean everything. My whole life, a life that could have been good or at least bearable, has been ruined by them.

 

[headinghome]

Yes, this is my reason honestly. My physical health issues have taken everything from me. I do mean everything. My whole life, a life that could have been good or at least bearable, has been ruined by them.

me also....I was happy healthy and looking forward to so many things… And now I'm compromised… I'm sure it's not as horrible as a lot of people have it but still to me it's devastating… I just want to find peace and be dead I just need to die today… every day I beg the universe to let me die to let me die in my sleep ..... if you live your life in various states of depression and you think about suicide off and on...It's a totally different thing from being normal and happy to being thrown off a cliff down into the deepest darkest places you can ever imagine… The suffering that I have endured because of this physical stuff is beyond anything that I would wish on my worst enemy… I want to gasp and scream and cry every second...: I am not mentally ill I am in horrible grief because my once perfect physical self is now ruined… Soon I'll be dragged off to some horrible place and then I'll have to try to choose not to eat or drink and suffer and this is what our so-called enlightened society wants ??????

 

[Gooseygoes]

me also....I was happy healthy and looking forward to so many things… And now I'm compromised… I'm sure it's not as horrible as a lot of people have it but still to me it's devastating… I just want to find peace and be dead I just need to die today… every day I beg the universe to let me die to let me die in my sleep ..... if you live your life in various states of depression and you think about suicide off and on...It's a totally different thing from being normal and happy to being thrown off a cliff down into the deepest darkest places you can ever imagine… The suffering that I have endured because of this physical stuff is beyond anything that I would wish on my worst enemy… I want to gasp and scream and cry every second...: I am not mentally ill I am in horrible grief because my once perfect physical self is now ruined… Soon I'll be dragged off to some horrible place and then I'll have to try to choose not to eat or drink and suffer and this is what our so-called enlightened society wants ??????

I am so incredibly sorry for what you're living through. I wish you a swift exit. I agree, it's a special kind of hell to have once been been physically impressive and to be a fraction of your previous self. You now know both sides...

 

[Mbound]

me also....I was happy healthy and looking forward to so many things… And now I'm compromised… I'm sure it's not as horrible as a lot of people have it but still to me it's devastating… I just want to find peace and be dead I just need to die today… every day I beg the universe to let me die to let me die in my sleep ..... if you live your life in various states of depression and you think about suicide off and on...It's a totally different thing from being normal and happy to being thrown off a cliff down into the deepest darkest places you can ever imagine… The suffering that I have endured because of this physical stuff is beyond anything that I would wish on my worst enemy… I want to gasp and scream and cry every second...: I am not mentally ill I am in horrible grief because my once perfect physical self is now ruined… Soon I'll be dragged off to some horrible place and then I'll have to try to choose not to eat or drink and suffer and this is what our so-called enlightened society wants ??????

I understand friend. Honestly I was born sick but I actually think it would be even worse to experience physical health and have it ripped from you. I wish we both could have had different fates.

 

[Final Escape]

I feel like I had actually inherited pretty healthy genes but my conditioning in childhood and the way I was brought up really worked against me when it came to actually forming healthy relationships and stuff.

 

[headinghome]

I understand friend. Honestly I was born sick but I actually think it would be even worse to experience physical health and have it ripped from you. I wish we both could have had different fates.

I am in hell every second and beg to die each day....

 

[betterdayz]

I have that feeling all the time, and suicide is like apoptosis which wants to throw me from this world. do you have similar feeling?

yeah I have bad genetics when it comes to fitness and speaking. When I speak I sound so dumb, I always mispronounce words I get it from my toxic mother

 

[Weems]

Worse. I think I have great genes and could have done anything. The horror I have now at my botched development, the opportunities passed up, the doors open to me that I closed is unbearable.