That existence is something that just causes harm and I could never see it as being worth enduring. I certainly believe that something so hellish and replusive as existence would be better off never existing in the first place, the existence of life was such a horrific, tragic mistake.
The endless loop of suffering, cruelty and decay that is existence could never be something beneficial, it's just unnecessary and I find existence unacceptable, I only desire a peaceful, dreamless and eternal sleep free from the burden that is having the ability to suffer so extremely.
Only nothingness is ideal as nobody can be harmed by it, existence is something so disturbing as it's the ultimate cause of all suffering and torture.