Do you have a suicide date, or are you going day by day?

[Largeletters]

I just recently thought of this question and I thought I would ask you all, as it's a thought-provoking question. Do you have a suicide date, or are you just going day by day? For me, I do not currently have a suicide date. It surprises me when I surpass yet another day, so I don't usually think that far ahead.

 

[LooksAtMoonDog]

I'm day-by-day, but feel like it's getting closer and closer.

 

[Largeletters]

I'm day-by-day, but feel like it's getting closer and closer.

I understand what you mean. I'm sorry.

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

Thank you for a good question.
Same here. No suicide day. I find setting a specific date unnecessary for myself. I think it would only put additional pressure on me, since kms doesn't seem so easy for me. And I crumble under any pressure

 

[Some1's_Wasted_Fetus]

Very good question! I'm living day by day. Setting a date puts too much pressure. Decided to prolong it to see if things would get better (surprisingly they did) so I'll see what happens in the future tbh

 

[Huntfish34]

Just taking it 1 day at a time, the ever so arduous and trudging through this thing we call life. Never wanted to set a date because I really have no idea when / if I'll do it.

My mood and temper can change at the drop of a hat.... So its really hard to say honestly. Heck, might blow my brains out tonight.... Fck, who knows.

 

[Bullit]

I tentatively plan for this August,but I will most likely postpone it. So...I just don't know.

 

[The Lonely]

Since I can't imagine having another birthday… other Christmas (all festive dates makes me sick) …
I am managing to buy my ticket…

 

[Hurt]

Day by day

 

[All Things Must Pass]

Whenever I finally go blind.

 

[Seiba]

I had a date for a while when I was younger (set one the first time I attempted, and had one for dying by eighteen) but I don't really have one anymore.

 

[deadmalk]

I try to do what I need to get by- day by day. I've been lying here crying and I don't want to suffer any more, I don't have the will- I'm just so lost and confused. But I'm also scared to die.

 

[S like Siren]

Since I can't imagine having another birthday… other Christmas (all festive dates makes me sick) …
I am managing to buy my ticket…

Basically what he wrote...i feel very bad on all the festive date and on my birthday too.I don't want to have those feelings that I have on those days anymore ... are really terrible, unbearable.

 

[Deleted_9cKnXB34QG]

New year's eve, ideally. The question is which one...

 

[aminend]

I am passing day by day, my fear about suicide and its consequences is decreasing every day and I'm going to be ready more and more

 

[Happing]

Day by day, but soon hopefully.

 

[logan]

I am also struggling day by day, I don't have much time left - unfortunately ...

 

[fly away]

Sometimes it's so bad it seems minute by minute. Like now.
I have everything. Just waiting for some news about a final treatment which I am not optimistic about getting. Then it's just when and where.

 

[Life_and_Death]

Day by day although my 22nd bday is coming up on the 29th and i dont really feel like seeing it although i probably will. Hubby already got me my presents and im getting ice cream cake. Although yesterday that rope was looking really inviting

 

[luten]

by the hour. I lived most of my life in this way.

 

[Hepi]

I have an exact date, my CTB is not just an escape from problems but a statement. In my country they say "you are the blacksmith of your fate" this is true but there are people who have contributed to my problems. And the date of my CTB will let them know that it is not an accident. I wish it would haunt them all and spoil the taste of life, but I know it will only make them happy because they got rid of the trouble and their crocodile tears will disappear after 2 days.

 

[SosoruzeDosukoi]

I don't have a set date, taking it day-by-day, but I feel the day is getting closer hopefully.

 

[Meditation guide]

I like the idea of picking a date as something to look forward to. I might set a date soon.

I'm not sure why I haven't yet.

 

[xrafinha]

Dying is hard

 

[FallenRose]

Day by day. I feel it'll happen when it happens

 

[watchingthewheels]

Just watching the wheels go round and round, day by day...

 

[insanedoomer]

Day by day to the most happiest day in that life , imagine it

 

[FuneralCry]

I do not have a date, I think if I planned one I would be unable to go through with it because of SI. I am just going day by day and I will probably leave this world when I get desperate and I can no longer stand it anymore. This life can be very exhausting.

 

[nolongerhuman]

Day by day but attempting will be harder after the end of July so I kind of feel pressured to 'decide' soon

 

[ReadyForIt]

I've been going day by day, but I keep on planning to do it on a specific day within the following week, but then don't follow through. I have a checklist of things I want to take care of before I do it, and I never seem to be able to finish the list and go through with it. Part of this is due to the psychiatric damage done to me from a mental hospital, and I think the other part is just fear of pain and failure. But I'm suffering so much every day, that I need to just go ahead and do it.