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DiscussionDo you have a "perfect day" in mind?
Thread starterMusicGuy
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Do you have any perfect day when you want to CTB preferably? In my case it would be a cold, stormy day, the more thunder there are the better. Although I guess this would affect my method (jumping) as the concrete would get wet and it would increase my chance of survival I guess...
For me, a warm, sunny spring day when all the trees and flowers are in bloom with a breeze so slight you can hardly even feel it is my perfect day. There's something so poetic about the juxtaposition between the beauty of such a perfect and pretty day with the tragic horror of the imagined sight of my hanging body in a flowering meadow. Like life and death are both blooming in that place at the same time, or something like that.
To me any day would be a great day to free myself from all the suffering and return to the ideal state of non-existence as after all in such a cruel world, suicide certainly is self care, I just hate how suicide is something so difficult, I certainly envy those with the courage for methods like jumping and hanging.
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