Venting Do you hate someone so much to the point of wanting to kill them?

[Darkhaven]

So this is just a hate/loath sponge thread.
I don't condone violence in anyway.
Sometimes i just feel that putting it out in words may help loosen some of it.
I like to think of this forum as more than just a haven for suicidal people, i like the fact that people use it also for venting and just let their frustrations off for a bit.
Now about the topic. I mean just the desire of, not actually doing it.
In my case it's my stepfather.

 

[TheblueBunny]

Such hate must be hard to carry around, I hope the best for you.

On to the question you actually asked: yes I have a desire of killing another human (well technically multiple) all because of my hate for them. They have done things to ruin my life, so I personally feel my desire is justified.

 

[Darkhaven]

Such hate must be hard to carry around, I hope the best for you.

On to the question you actually asked: yes I have a desire of killing another human (well technically multiple) all because of my hate for them. They have done things to ruin my life, so I personally feel my desire is justified.

It's definately harder when you live on the same house as them.

 

[woxihuanni]

Not hate, but loathing. Sure if A. with the nose was dead, I'd dance on their grave, and shit for good measure. Would sacrifice a couple of cute kittens and g. pigs as well. Hmm.

 

[TheblueBunny]

It's definately harder when you live on the same house as them.

Ah yes I agree, I'm in the same situation. It must be horrible, I wish there was something magical to just take that away. All the best to you :)

 

[TiredOfLife95]

Yes I do. I'd kill them and dance in their grave.
Especially: a relative of mine who sexually abused me, my aunt, my uncle, and some tenants of mine who caused me money trouble, insulted and threatened me.
Of course I'm not killing them, I'm killing myself.
F**k all of them.

 

[Mr2005]

My parents but since they didn't mean to it probably isn't justified, it's purely emotional. Taking the weight of the responsibility is tough

 

[Astral316]

Before I broke his face with my fists of fury... my dad. I feel better now, though.

 

[Mr2005]

Well as long as you feel better...

 

[Darkhaven]

Before I broke his face with my fists of fury... my dad. I feel better now, though.

That may help contain some of the hate.
Glad you feel better. It's torture to live feeling things like this.

 

[Morphinekiss]

Enough to kill someone? No. But there is one person who if I came across them bleeding in the street I'd keep walking.

 

[wendydong1]

i've never hated anyone that much.. even the guy who made me want to CTB, underneath of all, i still secretly want myself to be wrong about my current judgement of him... and thus wondering if I am hurting him by asking for help on the internet

 

[Mr2005]

That may definately help contain some of the hate.
Glad you feel better. It's torture to live feeling things like this.

Wow. I don't condone this. They better have a good reason. People who think they can do what they want piss me off. They'll turn on you once you've hurt their feelings

 

[Darkhaven]

Aight, this is just a vent.
My stepfather is a dumb and almost illiterate piece of shit. Thanks to him wanting to play monopoly and opening a new business while the one he owned was doing okay he brought debts and problems with the banks to our lives.
I didn't get directly affected but our quality of live decreased. On top of that he hasn't been a particularly good husband to my mother. When you ruin someone's life you should at least have the decency of treating the people who saved your lame ass fairly.
On top of that the guy is as annoying as it gets: he's dumb, very uneducated, talks loudly, and is always trying to meddle in our lives.
To put him in his place i stopped talking to him 2 years ago. But somehow i feel that he hasn't payed for what he's done. If i didn't care to go to jail, which i obviously care, i would empty a full clip on that disgusting bald head of his and watch him squearm and twitch untill death.
Fucking meathead.

 

[BobbyPellitt]

yes. I imagined it multiple times inside my head with various scenarios. The fucked up thing about bullying is that the victim ends up thinking about the bully, meanwhile the bully carry on with their lives as if nothing had happened. Sometimes it's just better not to keep it in.

 

[sadgirl2002]

I have a few people in mind but I wouldn't kill them because that would be too kind. I would just torture them. Yes, I'm a bad person.

 

[woxihuanni]

I have a few people in mind but I wouldn't kill them because that would be too kind. I would just torture them. Yes, I'm a bad person.

Hush hush, as we die because of torturers, we need to say we wish them well. Graceful, that is graceful. All our grace that is trampled into dirt, it's nothing.

 

[sadgirl2002]

Hush hush, as we die because of torturers, we need to say we wish them well. Graceful, that is graceful. All our grace that is trampled into dirt, it's nothing.

Nope. I'm not a good person to wish them well and I can't/won't lie either. Seeing as though they, and one person in particular; is the reason I've become like this. I was a good person all those years where I would even be kind to people who treated me badly but not anymore, at least not for the past 2 years.

 

[rik]

I agree on the torture, killing is too fast : the monster that raped and abused me in my childhood.

 

[woxihuanni]

Nope. I'm not a good person to wish them well and I can't/won't lie either. Seeing as though they, and one person in particular; is the reason I've become like this. I was a good person all those years where I would even be kind to people who treated me badly but not anymore, at least not for the past 2 years.

I suppose the sarcasm was too dry. Fuck them, and fuck playing nice.

 

[Darkhaven]

Anyone who messes another person's life to the point of changing them completely and making them become miserable and depressed for the remainder of their life shouldn't be let alive.

 

[TAW122]

Sure, when I was younger and in my teenage years, I have fantasies of revenge and going out in a blaze of glory. However, as I've aged and grown older and went through several different life changing events, then no, I just want to end my own suffering and would do whatever it takes to make that happen (if and when the time and circumstance comes). From time to time, I do have resentment against others, but I still prioritize being able to execute my suicide successfully should the time and circumstance arrive in the future.

 

[alizee]

I think it's harder to die by suicide without doing harm to another person(s) and specifically when they made you a victim by egregious act(s) against you.

In any case I think it's admirable to not let life end with a homicide suicide. Vengeance isn't necessarily evil but think of your character and if you would've wanted to become the person that does what they did in the end.

Every time I see someone in the news for murder, I think the younger self would be upset and for allowing the events done to result in becoming what people think of as a murder.

 

[sadgirl2002]

I suppose the sarcasm was too dry. Fuck them, and fuck playing nice.

Oh sorry, I'm usually not able to tell if someone is being sarcastic! Yeah, fuck that.

 

[Rachel74]

I hated my ex ex husband so much that yes I wanted him dead, and guess what he died of a heart attack.

 

[okaoki]

my brother , used to have the intention to kill but now no longer has it , sorry for my english.

 

[Quitter]

I've never felt violent against others for my own sake, but damn I've fantasized about beating up the abusive ex of someone I love. Which is hilarious because I'm 5,2ft and 110lbs soaking wet. But I would have tried. Too bad he's already dead. Good riddance.

I have a strong urge to protect my loved ones, it's some mama bear shit.

 

[BridgeJumper]

Not any special person.
Everyone.
Like, I go into the streets, see them filled with people yet again and I think 'Jeez, Id love to have an Ak-47cocked up on my arm and just shoot them all and stomp on their dead bodies'.
Especially. When I go to my secret place under the bridge I want to jump off and notice theres a fucking BEACH for fucking PEOPLE opened there. Ughh.
I can hardly restrain myself from at least punching some of them.
My homicidal ideation is so bad. Yeah I have a problem lol, a major one.

 

[Jolene40]

Anyone who messes another person's life to the point of changing them completely and making them become miserable and depressed for the remainder of their life shouldn't be let alive.

Have you tried being nice, kind and supportive to your step dad ( if you can find the strength). I ask as you may find he is less of a dick if he gets his childish needs for attention met. It may help all of you. It's reverse psychology but it often works.
I say this for the benefit of you and your mum- not for his needs btw

 

[woxihuanni]

Have you tried being nice, kind and supportive to your step dad ( if you can find the strength). I ask as you may find he is less of a dick if he gets his childish needs for attention met. It may help all of you. It's reverse psychology but it often works.
I say this for the benefit of you and your mum- not for his needs btw

That also drives them crazy, though, if they feel you are strong enough to be kind to them rather than playing the victim game in tears. Nothing infuriates them more than their insults being met with kindness.