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tired0zymandias

tired0zymandias

Live Fast, Die Young
Sep 25, 2023
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I'm curious. Do you guys mostly have significant other? Someone said that if we have a good life, good job, pretty wife its gonna be okay. But why I'm still thinking about ctb? Idk anymore
 
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white_car

Member
Dec 22, 2024
64
Nope... And I only had one true girlfriend in my life...
 
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thehorizons

Member
Mar 25, 2026
74
I was close to getting that before having serious illnesses over the past year. My social circle was expanding and my dating life started to improve. I'm glad I won't have a chance to be in a relationship anymore. I don't know if it's me trying to console myself because it would cause more pain if I had an SO. As for why you're thinking about CTB that's totally personal. There're so many types of people on this site and so many types of reason for CTB-ing. Some people fantasize about death, some people want to escape their current or future situation, or some people are severely depressed. For me it's about having my life stolen and reclaiming my agency by CTB-ing or, maybe, it's an escape from the hardship I know I'll face with my illnesses (and being able to 'startover' if reincarnation exists).
 
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sashaisalone

sashaisalone

Shattered Angel
Mar 24, 2026
60
I'm curious. Do you guys mostly have significant other? Someone said that if we have a good life, good job, pretty wife its gonna be okay. But why I'm still thinking about ctb? Idk anymore
I'm single again. The breakup in February a day after my birthday was a big contributing factor for me being on these forums.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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I'm divorced. Had it all. Threw it away. My greatest regret. Everything is fixed if I had taken care of that.
 
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Chito and Yuuri

Chito and Yuuri

My DMs are always open if you want to message me!
Apr 9, 2026
67
No, I don't, and I've never had one. It doesn't bother me at all, and honestly sometimes it's a bit fun because I can do whatever I want, but eh it does sure get lonely at times. I honestly rather wish that I had more friends or that my friends would hang out with me more instead, that would be real nice you know?
 
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Dingusguy

Dingusguy

I just want to sleep...
Oct 20, 2023
168
No I've tried dating but it has never worked out, I wish I got to experience a proper relationship although I don't think it would fix my troubles, I would still like to experience it, however I doubt that will ever happen at this rate.
 
SASU-KE

SASU-KE

Wizard
Nov 26, 2025
632
I have a few friends and that's enough for me.Having A partner is a very different relationship.
 

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