Moldova_3k
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- Feb 5, 2019
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I will do it on impulse. I feel is easier than planning as with planning I over think it as I feel it is what caused CO method to fail.
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Any job where you get paid a living wage isn't going to be fun.
@BatsternIt's like I have two broken legs and they're telling me to go run a marathon.
That time to consider what you do is the worst. And that it seems to be all in slow motion.I don't think I will pick a date.
I think it will have to be on an extra bad day, and I will have to sort of shut off my mind to do it. So the shorter the method takes, the better, because it's hard to shut off and pretend you're not doing what you're doing for very long. Too bad there is no button you can press. And too bad some of the overdose methods require taking anti-emetics well in advance.
That friend story WHATI think I have a mutant ability: super-cowardice. I've tried so, so, so many times. But here I am. I think something is going to happen this year, though, that takes the choice away from me. So I'd like to have the means at hand. I keep reading reports that the means I've chosen has a shelf life. I don't want to spend the money to get it if it's just going to spoil in the meantime. Maybe I have to think of it as a "term life insurance policy." I'll just have to keep buying more 'til I have the guts to take the last step.
I had a friend a couple years a go who came to me begging me to go at the same time. I agreed. I spent a lot of money getting us a cabin far away from everywhere where we were going to settle our legal affairs... The day before we were to leave, he made up with his girlfriend. And, suspiciously, $10K of emergency cash I'd brought up with me to the cabin vanished. I think they have a kid and are living somewhere in West Seattle now. ... ...
That friend story WHAT
Do itttI want to make up and post a poll to find out for how many of us constant disappointment in others (really important others) is a major factor behind our suicidality...
sometimes it seems like being a truck driver would be the best option for me
please don't feel rushed - that is going to last a longggg time !I wanted to wait until the summer when all my friends graduate uni but my failing grades have put me on the university radar so lately I'm feeling rushed to do it over spring break