do you follow any youtubers who has either admitted to or hinted at being suicidal?

[SufferingInDenmark]

i used to follow this japanese girl and she would post every single day.
it was far from a "suicide" channel.

bc honestly, i wouldn't even want to watch that.
it would be overwhelming if that's the entire point of the channel.

but occasionally, she would let little hints come out about being suicidal.

and it just, whether it sounds weird or not, brings me a comfort to know i'm not alone.

she stopped uploading tho... her 2nd last video is her crying and talking about death.
who knows, maybe she wenth thru with it

 

[Cauliflour]

What's the channel, now I'm curious...

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

What's the channel, now I'm curious...

this is her 2nd last video in which she talks about death

 

[bankai]

What's the channel, now I'm curious...

I knew you would be here. I remember you wanting to start something of your own, but reluctant to since you were afraid the viewers could sense you wanting to ctb.

 

[weallhaveourghosts]

One of my favorite youtubers Dan Howell openly discussed it. Made a long ass video of how he struggled with depression and almost CTB.

 

[bankai]

this is her 2nd last video in which she talks about death

She sounds extremely heartbroken and depressed.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Johnnie Guilbert

 

[Cauliflour]

I knew you would be here. I remember you wanting to start something of your own.

I already have a YT channel but it's very small. I want to become decently sized though but I'm paranoid someone will try find dirt on me to cancel be because they're bored and somehow they link that channel to this account.

this is her 2nd last video in which she talks about death

I can see what you mean, I can sense something in her eyes.

I looked on her channel and I didn't know people still made simple daily vlogs like that and it's wholesome that she's doing this to try to practice English. Makes me a bit sad now that I only found out about this because she's probably dead.

 

[Pale_Rider]

A person with terminal cancer who posted a final video saying good bye, and then after the fact a guy who committed a spree killing, and killed himself, but talked about it first on youtube.

Both after the fact.



I cant remember the other guy.

 

[bankai]

guy who committed a spree killing

Elliot Rodger?

 

[Pale_Rider]

Elliot Rodger?

Im not sure. Did he make cartoons on youtube? The guy Im thinking of did.

He killed two at his job a supermarket with a shotgun, and then turned it on himself. That i remember.

 

[bankai]

Im not sure. Did he make cartoons on youtube? The guy Im thinking of did.

He killed two at his job a supermarket with a shotgun, and then turned it on himself. That i remember.

Oh that's not him.

Elliot is the famous incel killer.

 

[Pale_Rider]

Oh that's not him.

Elliot is the famous incel killer.

Ive heard of him. Not real sure of the crime other then seeing some pics at one time.

 

[Cauliflour]

Oh that's not him.

Elliot is the famous incel killer.

ooooooooo elaborate

 

[bankai]

ooooooooo elaborate

Pretty crazy.Funny thing is he was good looking and came from a well to do family.

Elliot Oliver Robertson Rodger (July 24, 1991 – May 23, 2014) was a British-born American mass murderer who is known for killing six people and injuring fourteen others during the 2014 Isla Vista killings. The murders he committed, his suicide and his manifesto have been cited as an early influence on the incel and manosphere subculture.

Before starting his planned shooting rampage, Rodger uploaded to YouTube a video announcing his intention to "punish" women—as well as the men to whom they were attracted—for their lack of interest in him. He also e-mailed a 137-page manifesto—in which he described his major life events, personal struggles, and frustrations at having remained a lifelong virgin—to several of his family members, acquaintances, and therapists.

On May 23, 2014, Rodger killed six people and injured fourteen others using knives, semi-automatic pistols, and his car in Isla Vista, near the University of California, Santa Barbara(UCSB). Rodger first killed his two roommates and their friend in the apartment they shared, ambushing and stabbing them one at a time as they arrived. Hours later, he drove to the Alpha Phi sorority house, where he intended to murder its occupants but was unable to enter the premises. Rodger instead shot at three women from the Delta Delta Delta sorority who were walking outside the Alpha Phi sorority house, killing two of them while critically injuring the third. He later drove by a nearby delicatessen, shooting and killing a man inside. Afterward, Rodger drove around Isla Vista, indiscriminately shooting and ramming into pedestrians with his vehicle. He exchanged gunfire with sheriff's deputies twice, getting shot in his hip. Shortly after, he crashed his vehicle into a parked car. As police examined the vehicle, they found Rodger dead from a self-inflicted gunshot wound to his head.

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

I looked on her channel and I didn't know people still made simple daily vlogs like that and it's wholesome that she's doing this to try to practice English. Makes me a bit sad now that I only found out about this because she's probably dead.

she's a great person, extremely intelligent. she did take another break before and came back...
she came back for ONE video only tho.
you know, she uploaded a video, then was away for like a month or close to two months,
then uploaded one more video, and now she hasn't been uploading in close to 2 months.

if she DID, god forbid suicide, then RIP to her
honestyl i don't think so tho... obviiusly i can't know for sure tho.

 

[LostLily]

Im not sure. Did he make cartoons on youtube? The guy Im thinking of did.

He killed two at his job a supermarket with a shotgun, and then turned it on himself. That i remember.

I think that was Randy Stair

 

[Pale_Rider]

I think that was Randy Stair

Yup it was. I just couldn't even think what to use as a search term for him. Thanks.

 

[SufferingInDenmark]

this is her 2nd last video in which she talks about death

and just for the record... if ever Shika sees this website in her view sources when she looks thru her youtube statistics,
then i just want to let her know her videos have helped me tremendously, she's a really wonderful woman.
smart, has a huge heart, and obviously also some pain, unfortunately .
i hope you are doing good Shika... even if you decided to not upload anymore.
doesn't matter. whatever provides you the most happiness :)

 

[dust-in-the-wind]

A person with terminal cancer who posted a final video saying good bye, and then after the fact a guy who committed a spree killing, and killed himself, but talked about it first on youtube.

Both after the fact.



I cant remember the other guy.

I used to follow her channel. This woman was fortunately granted assisted suicide in the US state she lived in because she had less than 6 months to live.