Do you feel your SI is lower when you are outside?

[Unknown21]

I feel like this because of my social anxiety, I feel like I'm willing to do extreme things to get rid of the pain and embarrassment, even if I'm not in any of the embarrassing situations that I'm worried about, being out in public makes me want to hurt myself.
Dealing and interacting with people in general is torture for me.

 

[Kassiee]

I think so, entirely depends on the environment

 

[AbusedInnocent]

I've only ever attempted when I was certain I wouldn't be found for days.

I couldn't do it outside as the limited time before getting rescued would stress me out.

 

[lnlybnny]

When I go outside even to buy groceries my SI diminishes significantly

 

[Unknown21]

I've only ever attempted when I was certain I wouldn't be found for days.

I couldn't do it outside as the limited time before getting rescued would stress me out.

How can you be alone for so long, do you live alone!?