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disabledlife

disabledlife

Arcanist
Jun 5, 2020
435
Do you feel that wanting to leave life is like escaping from a prison?

I have this impression because:

Talking about it to others, even on people's advice to talk about it to others, ends up in contempt on the part of others, being called a coward, rejected... even worse, watched, his property confiscated (so as not to CTB), or being interned in a psychiatric hospital, or even in prison for having used illegal means (N for example).

Life is like a prison because CTB, euthanasia, etc., is considered cowardly, forbidden by I don't know what imaginary being imagined by religions. If there was a God, I don't think he would be happy to see us suffer, especially for no reason, like a bad birth.

Can CTB but failed, failed clandestine euthanasia, import of N, SN, etc, failed, can take self, loved ones, doctors, traders, and anyone involved to jail, and people who wanted to die are taken to a psychiatric hospital, sometimes with prison sentences for having used or been complicit in illegal means.

The physical prison (with the cells, the police, the work camps...) and the hospitals (classic or psychiatric), are the equivalent of the mitard, or even the disciplinary district, with even fewer freedoms, with registration in the criminal or medical record. These places are the mitard or the disciplinary district, where the classic life is the prison.

This forum is the equivalent of links between prisoners or even accomplice guards, to help each other to escape or to have, at least, a better life in this prison that people call "life", tools to escape possibly later, and especially to be listened to, by trying that this forum is not the subject of a search, as is usually done in a prison.

Like any self-respecting prison, the associations, doctors, traders, who sold N, offered euthanasia,... were sometimes the subject of searches, searches at their homes or caches, mandated by the police, who had leads to arrest, judgments, then to prison (the equivalent of the disciplinary district, or the mitard, as I mentioned above).

This forum has often been shut down upon whistleblowing by pro-lifers, to ensure that we or anyone else cannot escape from this prison, as the internet is constantly monitored, such as wiretapping by the police or in jail. It seems to me that this forum was an old Reddit, closed. We are obliged to be under pseudonym to protect ourselves as well as our will to decide, ourselves, of our end of life, therefore of our escape.

Life is a prison, because there are social classes, in fact, the richest, will be able to benefit from euthanasia, assisted suicide, having N, from CTB, with the best means, or abroad, where it is legal. While the lower classes have to manage on CTB on their own, possibly with SN (but there are contraindications), without getting caught.

And, of course, as in all prisons, there are also moles (paid by pro-lifers for example), who will do everything to inform all competent authorities to close all businesses, associations, forums, who help to CTB, VAD or euthanasia and condemn as many people as possible for choosing or helping anyone to choose for their end of life.
 
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GrumpyFrog

GrumpyFrog

Exhausted
Aug 23, 2020
1,913
This is a complex analogy, but I do get it in a way.
Lately, I've been feeling like we're not allowed to leave this world simply for the reason of not suffering "enough", as if we're being punished.
But for what crime?
 
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disabledlife

disabledlife

Arcanist
Jun 5, 2020
435
This is a complex analogy, but I do get it in a way.
Lately, I've been feeling like we're not allowed to leave this world simply for the reason of not suffering "enough", as if we're being punished.
But for what crime?
Thanks for pointing that out to me as well.

I had forgotten that too, as in all prison sentences, people who are very sick or too old can leave prison on trial. The youngest, people with only mental illnesses... are condemned to live, like all people condemned to stay in prison.

It's just like Exit International, which obliges you to be over 50 or to be very ill without recovery to benefit from the PPeH and their forum. This obligation to take a picture with his identity card in hand, visible in the photo. It looks like a prison.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,766
Yes
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,350
Yes, it does feel as though existence is a prison and the crime is being born. We have to suffer because of other people's decisions to selfishly procreate. To die is freedom yet the society we live in makes this as difficult as possible for us and others focus so much on trying to force people to suffer rather than respecting people's decisions to leave behind a life that they never asked for. Existence will always be a prison unless suicide becomes less stigmatised, and people are able to leave without all of the secrecy and complicated method research with others trying to stop them.

But for me personally the fact that it's difficult to leave is the reason as to why I still exist. It does feel like trying to escape from a prison, as of course there are risks potentially involved in trying to leave this world, like chance of the methods failing. Suicide really is so unnecessarily complicated, way more than it should be and it's horrifying to me how many people view suicide as being worse than suffering.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,203
We are also prisoners in these meat sacks called bodies. It doesn't help that these bodies fail us and we are forever trying to maintain them until we die. Yes, indeed. We are all doing time.
 
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freevoid

freevoid

Student
Jul 11, 2022
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Do you feel that wanting to leave life is like escaping from a prison?

I have this impression because:

Talking about it to others, even on people's advice to talk about it to others, ends up in contempt on the part of others, being called a coward, rejected... even worse, watched, his property confiscated (so as not to CTB), or being interned in a psychiatric hospital, or even in prison for having used illegal means (N for example).

Life is like a prison because CTB, euthanasia, etc., is considered cowardly, forbidden by I don't know what imaginary being imagined by religions. If there was a God, I don't think he would be happy to see us suffer, especially for no reason, like a bad birth.

Can CTB but failed, failed clandestine euthanasia, import of N, SN, etc, failed, can take self, loved ones, doctors, traders, and anyone involved to jail, and people who wanted to die are taken to a psychiatric hospital, sometimes with prison sentences for having used or been complicit in illegal means.

The physical prison (with the cells, the police, the work camps...) and the hospitals (classic or psychiatric), are the equivalent of the mitard, or even the disciplinary district, with even fewer freedoms, with registration in the criminal or medical record. These places are the mitard or the disciplinary district, where the classic life is the prison.

This forum is the equivalent of links between prisoners or even accomplice guards, to help each other to escape or to have, at least, a better life in this prison that people call "life", tools to escape possibly later, and especially to be listened to, by trying that this forum is not the subject of a search, as is usually done in a prison.

Like any self-respecting prison, the associations, doctors, traders, who sold N, offered euthanasia,... were sometimes the subject of searches, searches at their homes or caches, mandated by the police, who had leads to arrest, judgments, then to prison (the equivalent of the disciplinary district, or the mitard, as I mentioned above).

This forum has often been shut down upon whistleblowing by pro-lifers, to ensure that we or anyone else cannot escape from this prison, as the internet is constantly monitored, such as wiretapping by the police or in jail. It seems to me that this forum was an old Reddit, closed. We are obliged to be under pseudonym to protect ourselves as well as our will to decide, ourselves, of our end of life, therefore of our escape.

Life is a prison, because there are social classes, in fact, the richest, will be able to benefit from euthanasia, assisted suicide, having N, from CTB, with the best means, or abroad, where it is legal. While the lower classes have to manage on CTB on their own, possibly with SN (but there are contraindications), without getting caught.

And, of course, as in all prisons, there are also moles (paid by pro-lifers for example), who will do everything to inform all competent authorities to close all businesses, associations, forums, who help to CTB, VAD or euthanasia and condemn as many people as possible for choosing or helping anyone to choose for their end of life.
Mate 100%, but my views go even further than that, spiritually, that this place is most likely a prison planet by design.

I don't believe in anything 100%, but if I had to place my bets on theory being correct it would be that one.

Otherwise why is everything so incredibly determined to keep you alive but miserable? Distracted and confused? From class systems, misogyny, racism etc and then the religious/societal indoctrination of suicide being something shameful...thus keeping the slaves alive and in guilt. Left and right, "truth" and "lies"...

Something is truly rotten here.
 
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UnlimitedPain

Looking For The End!!
Nov 5, 2022
317
Everyday
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
Yes. Life is a prison to me, I don't want to be here.
 
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foreverfalling

foreverfalling

Experienced
Jul 22, 2022
271
Yes, and we face the prisoner's dilemma of keeping everyone else in prison too. If we all cooperated we'd all either live a good life or can leave. But because people always try to maximise their own benefit we are stuck with a system that does not allow us to leave.
 
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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
Do you feel that wanting to leave life is like escaping from a prison?

I have this impression because:

Talking about it to others, even on people's advice to talk about it to others, ends up in contempt on the part of others, being called a coward, rejected... even worse, watched, his property confiscated (so as not to CTB), or being interned in a psychiatric hospital, or even in prison for having used illegal means (N for example).

Life is like a prison because CTB, euthanasia, etc., is considered cowardly, forbidden by I don't know what imaginary being imagined by religions. If there was a God, I don't think he would be happy to see us suffer, especially for no reason, like a bad birth.

Can CTB but failed, failed clandestine euthanasia, import of N, SN, etc, failed, can take self, loved ones, doctors, traders, and anyone involved to jail, and people who wanted to die are taken to a psychiatric hospital, sometimes with prison sentences for having used or been complicit in illegal means.

The physical prison (with the cells, the police, the work camps...) and the hospitals (classic or psychiatric), are the equivalent of the mitard, or even the disciplinary district, with even fewer freedoms, with registration in the criminal or medical record. These places are the mitard or the disciplinary district, where the classic life is the prison.

This forum is the equivalent of links between prisoners or even accomplice guards, to help each other to escape or to have, at least, a better life in this prison that people call "life", tools to escape possibly later, and especially to be listened to, by trying that this forum is not the subject of a search, as is usually done in a prison.

Like any self-respecting prison, the associations, doctors, traders, who sold N, offered euthanasia,... were sometimes the subject of searches, searches at their homes or caches, mandated by the police, who had leads to arrest, judgments, then to prison (the equivalent of the disciplinary district, or the mitard, as I mentioned above).

This forum has often been shut down upon whistleblowing by pro-lifers, to ensure that we or anyone else cannot escape from this prison, as the internet is constantly monitored, such as wiretapping by the police or in jail. It seems to me that this forum was an old Reddit, closed. We are obliged to be under pseudonym to protect ourselves as well as our will to decide, ourselves, of our end of life, therefore of our escape.

Life is a prison, because there are social classes, in fact, the richest, will be able to benefit from euthanasia, assisted suicide, having N, from CTB, with the best means, or abroad, where it is legal. While the lower classes have to manage on CTB on their own, possibly with SN (but there are contraindications), without getting caught.

And, of course, as in all prisons, there are also moles (paid by pro-lifers for example), who will do everything to inform all competent authorities to close all businesses, associations, forums, who help to CTB, VAD or euthanasia and condemn as many people as possible for choosing or helping anyone to choose for their end of life.
I think there comes a point where you reach your final and most important decision.
Do I stay here and suffer, homelessness, pain, chronic illness, stress..........or do I leave and end my suffering? Only the one who is departing can decide the time and place to do so.
 
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Jadzia

Name is from Star Trek. I'm not from E. Europe
May 8, 2019
405
My body is the prison because of chronic illness
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
Very much so
 
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HermitLonerGuy

HermitLonerGuy

Warlock
Sep 28, 2022
707
yes life is a prison and death is freedom.
 
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