Lxions

Lxions

they/he
Apr 6, 2023
78
Do you fear death? If so, why?
If you don't fear death, why not?

Personally, I don't have a fear of death anymore. I can't see a future for myself, so I'm not scared of missing out on anything. I don't have anything holding me here, except the thought that maybe my ex will come back. I find the thought of death to be very peaceful.
 
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sorrowful

sorrowful

My exhaustion knows no end
Feb 13, 2023
284
no, i find it comforting. i will suffer as long as i am alive on earth, so for me death is a true escape. everything that has happened to me, my issues, fading away as i take my final breaths, only then living in the memory of others. it's perfect
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,279
I fear a long life that ends with irrelevance, sickness, and humiliation. I fear a frail, ugly body looking back at me in the mirror wishing for better days.
 
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pompompurin

pompompurin

girls like us are rotten to the core
Apr 27, 2023
155
I have always had mixed opinions on the matter. On one hand it seems so peaceful and comforting and on the other I fear god and the reality of what happens after death. Seems silly but that's just my thoughts.
 
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roseleaf

roseleaf

freedom is a dream that is just out of reach
Apr 25, 2023
233
i fear death.

i fear death because of everything that can come along with it, and how everything can go wrong. but i don't want to be here anymore.

in a few words: i fear death, but i fear living longer more.
 
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spiderwebz

spiderwebz

tired
Apr 11, 2023
11
not at all. death is relief
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,873
I do not. I do fear the transition into death, especially when my body's survival instinct is fighting against me to avoid death...
 
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No_Lxve

No_Lxve

it's always better to cease to exist
Apr 14, 2023
75
not scared of death, just the pain before you die.
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,591
No, I'm already dead anyway....since she died
 
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Torch

Torch

My mind is filled with despair
Mar 18, 2023
122
No, I'm already dead anyway....since she died
^^^
My existence feels empty and devoid of purpose. Everyone who I've loved is dead. Though I occupy physical space, I am emotionally lifeless and devoid of vitality.
 
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Ayloy

Member
Apr 13, 2023
31
I fear what happens to those I care about afterwards. I would have been gone a long time ago if it weren't for that.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
3,140
Just a plain simple answer.

Yes.
 
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dreamscape1111

dreamscape1111

all is well
Feb 1, 2023
346
Not anymore, but in a positive, life-affirming sense!

Why? Because I remembered that I was never alive to begin with.
I am neither the body nor the mind, so who dies?
Consciousness remains untouched by appearances within It.

Believe it or not, this present right now is what death looks like! (form/illusion)
I died to my True Timeless Nature (formless/Truth) and tricked myself into believing that this (movement) is what's real (stillness).
So in this dream, I (as God), created limitation via the illusion of form - or finite POVs. I am one of those.
As form, I am a particular way, as opposed to whole and unlimited. This but not that, here but not there.

But just like when I dream at night, it feels very real to me, because I am INSIDE the dream. It's all I know.
Only after I awake do I say: "How the hell did I get fooled again!"
It happens again and again because from inside the dream, one usually cannot see outside it.
That's all that's happening here! But it's possible to awaken from it without leaving, just like lucid dreaming. 🙏✨

"Forgetfulness of your real nature is true death; remembrance is rebirth."
~ Ramana Maharshi

"In death, only the body dies. Life does not, Consciousness does not, reality does not.
And the life is never so alive as after death."
~ Nisargadatta Maharaj

"When you realize what you are NOW, the issue of death will solve itself." ~ Adyashanti (primordial peace)

"Death is a stripping away of all that is not you.
The secret of life is to "die before you die" (ego-death) — and find that there is no death."
- Eckhart Tolle -

"Death is not extinguishing the light;
it is only putting out the lamp because the dawn has come."
~ Rabindranath Tagore ~
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,989
Nope, there's no point in fearing Death.
 
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PyramidHead

PyramidHead

Member
Apr 27, 2023
40
Not really, but I do fear messing up, and pain. I don't fear death, but I'll be dying with some regrets. Life could be beautiful, but it seems like it's not for me. Haven't been dealt the greatest cards in life, and I'm incompatible with nearly everything that comes with living. Sad, really.
 
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unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,139
No, because there is nothing to fear.
Death is the peace I am longing for after a life of pain.
 
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AkaRed

AkaRed

Come on! Let’s go, we’ll make our future together.
Apr 20, 2023
216
I don't fear the concept of death whatsoever. I'm honest to god hoping that death entails nothingness. A lack of existence throughout all of humanity's perils. I can say I was quite content during the plague. No thoughts, feelings, or being. WW2? What a breeze, didn't exist then either. It was bliss.
I feel a lot of sorrow for the people who were alive during tragedies, or alive at all in older times really. But I use those times as examples as to what I really hope death is. Whether I live a full life, or die by tomorrow- I just want there to be a true end to it all.
<3
 
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NoLoveNoHope

NoLoveNoHope

Mage
Mar 25, 2023
566
If I lived in fear of death I wouldn't be free from all the suffering in my life. My only obstacle now is my complete indifference to life and death. I don't care what happens to me as long as I can die.
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,251
If there's nothing to experience then there's nothing to fear.

Problem is, that's the reasoning part of your brain saying that and that's a relatively recent addition. The part responsible for fear is much, much more primal and isn't so easily overridden.

But if you're contemplating suicide, then there must be something you find appealing about nonexistence. Perhaps it's worth focusing on that.

Personally I really fear an SN attempt going pear-shaped. Not being able to down the damn stuff in the first place, vomiting it all back up or enough for it to not be lethal, all the associated unpleasantness and then ultimately failing to end up in some lovely psych ward and to have that avenue of escape firmly closed off.
 
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starlover

starlover

Member
Apr 28, 2023
53
I'm scared of pain and suffering.

That's why I want to die. :)

I don't know about death. I like to imagine that the world after is actually the world meant for me, and I ended up here somehow. And in death I get to go home. I feel like a alien who crashlanded here and got stranded, or a ghost unable to move to the next plane. And death is the way home.

But I could be wrong. And that is a little scary. Not scary enough to outweigh the desire to die though.
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,622
I'm honestly scared to death of...... Death. I'm very much afraid of Everything involved with it, before and after..

Thankfully my method can take me Out extremely quickly , no pain or suffering. That comforts me to a small degree I suppose.
 
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goodbye_._

Member
Mar 19, 2023
60
No, I haven't for a long time. When I was a kid I was always fascinated with my own death, and what happens after death? And as the years went on I just wanted to die to end my suffering. But I've never really been scared. Last time was when I was like 5 lol. It's just part of life. It's unknown but i trust that it will be ok.
 
Unknown21

Unknown21

The past never dies.
Apr 25, 2023
999
I'm not afraid of death, I'm afraid of pain and survival rate.
 
Lamentice

Lamentice

Sayonara
Mar 27, 2023
51
I don't fear death, I fear having to stay here. Death is supposed to be my escape.
 
poisonousspit

poisonousspit

Fairy
Apr 11, 2023
17
no, i don't fear it anymore. i now view death as an escape. although, i do fear about the pain i might experience before it... but i guess that won't really matter since ill still die in the end.
 
charlotte_

charlotte_

Arcanist
Mar 12, 2023
435
I don't but my survival instinct does. To me, death is home, where only peace and comfort exist without any worries, duties or stress. It is the only way you could set free from all suffering. Even though I feel a bit lonely knowing how I'd die alone, I know that after everything we're always gonna be alone, and that's just something we'll have to settle with.
 
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ghost44

Student
Apr 14, 2023
103
I don't fear death, I fear failing ctb.
 
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terminatepain

terminatepain

female 19 from Germany
Apr 27, 2023
45
I am very afraid of the pain and discomfort of dying. I hope for a quick death Also that there will be no hell afterwards or something like that.
 
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moonlightstairway

moonlightstairway

Member
Apr 27, 2023
11
I'm afraid of the effects of death. The pain before it and the possibility of the aftermath being painful too. What if I don't succeed? What if I become a vegetable? What if I'm doomed to eternal suffering even after death? I feel like I'm afraid of everything that might happen with death.
 
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