• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
loslassen

loslassen

call me seven
Dec 8, 2023
193
I suppose I want to know how many people on here experience this feeling;

gender dysphoria, the experience of feeling uncomfortable with the way you are perceived or express yourself due to it not aligning with your gender identity.

you don't have to be transgender to experience gender dysphoria


I believe deep down I am a closeted transgender man, my gender identity doesn't align with my body, social perception or assigned gender. while I do enjoy indulging in my femininity, I constantly experience *intense gender dysphoria toward my body, I genuinely just wish I was born a male.

sigh
 
  • Hugs
  • Love
Reactions: bakenohana, madeincruddy and NormallyNeurotic
NormallyNeurotic

NormallyNeurotic

Everything is going to be okay ⋅ he/him
Nov 21, 2024
803
✋️ Dysphoric trans man here
 
  • Love
Reactions: _wishforwings
madeincruddy

madeincruddy

this body feels like a grave
Dec 3, 2025
26
Yes, I posted a thread about this earlier but I deleted it out of embarrassment lol. I've been dealing with a wave of gender dysphoria but unsure if I'd call myself FTM 😓
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: NormallyNeurotic
_wishforwings

_wishforwings

Forever is such an unpleasant word.
Feb 4, 2026
17
Yes, I am ftm and was out socially for a few years actually but ended up going back in the closet and look feminine irl now :-( I miss when i was myself
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: NormallyNeurotic
bakenohana

bakenohana

ah...I want to disappear.
Feb 12, 2026
62
I don't really like describing myself as a trans guy neccesarily, but I'm a guy that experiences gender dysphoria. it's ruined my life beyond ever repairable and is a pretty big contributor to why i wanna ctb
 
Y

yotaka

明日にはすべてが終るとして
Jan 29, 2026
55
I don't experience it as intensely as a lot of people do, but it's definitely there. Kind of fluctuates, so I tell people I'm nonbinary when they ask—at least in theory; nobody ever asks. I present as the gender I was assigned at birth, mostly because I know people would make it into a big thing if I didn't, and I really don't want to debate about it.
 

Similar threads

loslassen
Replies
18
Views
290
Offtopic
witchcraft
witchcraft
C
Replies
0
Views
172
Suicide Discussion
chlebżytnii
C
N
Replies
13
Views
418
Offtopic
Justachillguy
Justachillguy