Yes, I've worried about this many times since I have a lot of guilt with one person and know she could easily find this site. But she has things to live for and much more potential than she realizes so I hope she can live. Unfortunately I talk mostly the same as I have in the past, just even more dull, so I think I could be recognized. But at this point I really don't foresee myself lasting long. If not hanging, I'll use SN or something else. In some ways if I was found it would be nice to apologize. I'd be sad to see her or anyone else on here, but I can understand why as I'm here myself.