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wistfulness

wistfulness

Member
Nov 15, 2023
36
When I was 16, I had everything I needed in my bag to hang myself. I knew no one would come searching for me. Right now I just really really wish that I wouldn't have been such a pussy back then. I wish I was somehow clairvoyant and knew about the huge ass downward spiral that my life was going to continue to go in. I wish I would've saved myself from all this pain. I wish I didn't have to relearn how to live, how to have healthy relationships, how to be vulnerable. It would be so much easier for everyone if I was already gone.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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I never decided enough to attempt but I wish I was never hopeful enough to think my life would get better. If I had the guts to leave early on I would have saved my self and others the pain.
 
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mortuarymary

mortuarymary

Enlightened
Jan 17, 2024
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No, it wasn't the right time.
 
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leavingthesoultrap

(ᴗ_ ᴗ。)
Nov 25, 2023
1,212
No I am more ready now
 
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almondmilk

almondmilk

And you know, for you, I'd bleed myself dry
Mar 7, 2023
108
my biggest regret is that i didn't took enough pills that time, i would've been finally free from the suffering
 
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TheSpookyNameGuy

TheSpookyNameGuy

There's nothing here..
Apr 30, 2023
646
I had a shotgun locked and loaded, just about to do it and my dad walks in, smacks me in the head and yanks the gun away, told me to stop that shit.

Nothing ever came up again, thankfully now im leeching as much as i can from him because he knows now what ill do to him if he disobeys me, he's my property.

Dumb poverty old fart can rot in hell
 
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Tokugawa_Yoshinobu

Tokugawa_Yoshinobu

Arcanist
Sep 10, 2023
424
I should have died around age 12 back when I first tried hanging. It would have spared me so much annoyance and unwanted adulthood.
 

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