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faunaaaa

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Jun 1, 2022
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Every day I wake up, I feel like I have no purpose. All I know is that I don't want to be here any more. Sleep is the only solace I have from these feelings. Does anyone else feel the same way? I take Xanax to knock myself right out after waking up some days.
 
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mama_1990

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Jun 1, 2022
3
I know how you feel that's been me for the past 3 days. It also doesn't help that I take zzzquil to make me go to sleep as well
 
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faunaaaa

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Jun 1, 2022
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I know how you feel that's been me for the past 3 days. It also doesn't help that I take zzzquil to make me go to sleep as well
I might need some zzzquil too. I hope it gets better for you <3
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,160
Sleep is the only escape… I look forward to it every day…
 
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Ethereal Knight

Ethereal Knight

Seja um bom soldado, morra onde você caiu.
Jan 10, 2022
816
I'd spend more time in the bed, lying down playing with my phone or PC, if I didn't have to cook…

but the medication I take for insomnia makes me so incredibly hungry, that I end getting up to go to the kitchen to binge on whatever food-like product I manage to cook or open that day…
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
905
Everyday.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
10,400
Every day I wake up, I feel like I have no purpose. All I know is that I don't want to be here any more. Sleep is the only solace I have from these feelings. Does anyone else feel the same way? I take Xanax to knock myself right out after waking up some days.
Everyday. Woke up at 11am didn't get out of bed until 12. Still laying on the couch watching TV.
 
Cathy Ames

Cathy Ames

Cautionary Tale
Mar 11, 2022
2,109
Yes. Every day I wish I could just go back to sleep and STAY asleep rather than get up out of bed.
 
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hungry_ghost

hungry_ghost

جهاد
Feb 21, 2022
516
I hate waking up.

I usually wake up either by some external noise, which in turn places me in an irritated mood, or by having to get up to pee.

Then it's difficult to get back to sleep.

Sleep really is the only solace for me, hell, even when the dreams are bad.
 
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ATM

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May 29, 2022
23
Yes best time of my life is asleep.
Waking up to reality is horrible.
 
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faunaaaa

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Jun 1, 2022
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I hope it gets better for you all. I am so sorry to hear all of this
 
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Thequietone

Thequietone

Student
Dec 4, 2021
121
Every fucking day. I hate having to get up for work or at weekends to do some stuff at home.

Sleeping is the best time of my life, the rest is trash I wanna throw away..

I hope being dead is the same comfort as sleeping just with not waking up ever again which is a nice feature.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,569
Yes, I am tired of waking up. There is nothing here for me in this world. I just want to fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep where I will be at peace and free from all suffering. Everyday is painful and it hurts me being alive. I also see no point to it all, I am tired of being trapped in a world that I was never meant for.
 
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September5th

September5th

You can get better. But the choice is always ours.
May 17, 2022
244
Every single fucking day for the past 2 months. April and May were literally hell. June isn't going to be any better.
 
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emptyjokes

emptyjokes

Nothing left to keep me out of paradise.
May 27, 2022
53
I used to be a pretty good early riser, I'd start the day on a productive streak most of the time until my feelings caught up with me. Now that I've put together my plan I just can't feel bothered to get much done lol. Haven't gotten a hair cut in far too long. Haven't practiced guitar, studied, gone shopping… anything that sustains life feels completely pointless. On the bright side I don't feel guilty about sleeping for 12-16 hours!
 
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September5th

September5th

You can get better. But the choice is always ours.
May 17, 2022
244
I'm having trouble sleeping lately, actually. I wake up anxious every day, thinking about what I lost, what I used to have and where I am right now. It's miserable.
 
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ornitier199

Arcanist
Mar 26, 2022
413
I just did.
 
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FatalSystemError591

FatalSystemError591

{He/They}
Oct 12, 2020
229
Stay up until about 4-6am, then sleep until 12-2pm, with maybe an hour wake up between 6-8am. Depression and sleep have always gone hand in hand for me and now I've fallen to some of my worst. 12+ hours a day some days? Then after 2pm, there's a chance I'll sleep more. Months have gone by at this point.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

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Jul 29, 2021
5,472
everyday its the same boring shit just wish ill fall a sleep and never wake up ever again
 
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