Venting Do you ever think about jumping under the subway or tram?

[SanguineShark]

Whenever I'm walking in the city and I go to ride the subway or a tram, I think about jumping onto the tracks. It's very violent, but tempting. A quick death for sure if done right, though my empathetic ass would worry about causing traffic and making ppl be late to work and stuff, at least I always remember the times I'd go drive the subway to school and such, but had to change my route because somone commited suicide.

 

[username8888]

I always imagining myself being eaten by seagulls. I don't know why. It is fun. If it's %100 painless, it would be more fun.

 

[SanguineShark]

I always imagining myself being eaten by seagulls. I don't know why. It is fun. If it's %100 painless, it would be more fun.

It does sound unique!! In my ideal fantasy scenario, I'd pass away by the hands of someone I'd love, or do a double suicide with someone I'd love. I'm looking for that human connection and trust, I think there's nothing more intimate than entrusting your death to someone.

 

[username8888]

It does sound unique!! In my ideal fantasy scenario, I'd pass away by the hands of someone I'd love, or do a double suicide with someone I'd love. I'm looking for that human connection and trust, I think there's nothing more intimate than entrusting your death to someone.

Yeah, that would be good.

I imagine killing myself in Switzerland with a person I care. Ideally, in Sarco machine.
(That machine in my profile picture.)

If it weren't an ideal scenario, dying with Nitrogen gas system.

It does sound unique!! In my ideal fantasy scenario, I'd pass away by the hands of someone I'd love, or do a double suicide with someone I'd love. I'm looking for that human connection and trust, I think there's nothing more intimate than entrusting your death to someone.

Jinx looks cool on your profile picture and the banner is a good pick. It seems, you have a good taste.

 

[SanguineShark]

Yeah, that would be good.

I imagine killing myself in Switzerland with a person I care. Ideally, in Sarco machine.
(That machine in my profile picture.)

If it weren't an ideal scenario, dying with Nitrogen gas system.

I'd like to bleed to death honestly, I really like blood, probably because of years of self harm and watching gore videos.

Jinx looks cool on your profile picture and the banner is a good pick. It seems, you have a good taste.

Thanks! She's my favorite character, I'm very obsessed with her, and I relate to her emotional pain a lot, she's a comfort character of sorts. I felt my emotional instability, trauma and mental illness represented well on screen, it was very cathartic in a way.

 

[username8888]

. I felt my emotional instability, trauma and mental illness represented well on screen

Thanks the creator team behind the series didn't ruin it with game play stuff. They let the characters act alive. Jinx was awesome raw and honest.

My favorite was Viktor though. His hardships reminded me of my brother's physical hardships.

 

[SanguineShark]

Thanks the creator team behind the series didn't ruin it with game play stuff. They let the characters act alive. Jinx was awesome raw and honest.

My favorite was Viktor though. His hardships reminded me of my brother's physical hardships.

All the characters are so well written, I can't wait for season 2.

 

[backtoearth]

I have a busy, high speed road outside my window so I always imagine walking into it at peak hours, but I relate - I couldn't allow myself to cause that much trauma and disruption to other people regardless of how tempting it can be

 

[Division Day]

The subway, hell no. That's not going fast enough to kill you instantly and you might survive with missing limbs or paralysed. I consider going to a regular train station, waiting for a train that's not stopping for miles and gonna blow through at 100mph and just hopping down. I think it'd be hard to not have your brain gone in a split second.

I don't give a fuck about people being late for work or whatever, but traumatising the driver and people who have to clean up would be a shitty way to go. I'm fucked up, and I'd hate to pay that suffering forward. That's why it sucks that society has made it so hard to ctb without hurting others. I only consider it because I don't have many other options near here.

 

[SanguineShark]

The subway, hell no. That's not going fast enough to kill you instantly and you might survive with missing limbs or paralysed. I consider going to a regular train station, waiting for a train that's not stopping for miles and gonna blow through at 100mph and just hopping down. I think it'd be hard to not have your brain gone in a split second.

I don't give a fuck about people being late for work or whatever, but traumatising the driver and people who have to clean up would be a shitty way to go. I'm fucked up, and I'd hate to pay that suffering forward. That's why it sucks that society has made it so hard to ctb without hurting others. I only consider it because I don't have many other options near here.

I understand, that's why it would be so nice to just die in peace either alone or with a loved one.

 

[stonertwili]

It does sound unique!! In my ideal fantasy scenario, I'd pass away by the hands of someone I'd love, or do a double suicide with someone I'd love. I'm looking for that human connection and trust, I think there's nothing more intimate than entrusting your death to someone.

Speaking of unique deaths, a girl I met in the ward told me that eating glass would be a way more interesting death than what I tried. I couldn't say she was wrong. That's very interesting…

 

[ivllis]

ALWAYS!! CTB by train is my favorite method tbh.. I don't know why it interests me so much.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds like such a terrifying method, those who died that way were so brave. But in my case I'd also worry about it somehow going wrong, just leading to more suffering as a result.

 

[SanguineShark]

Speaking of unique deaths, a girl I met in the ward told me that eating glass would be a way more interesting death than what I tried. I couldn't say she was wrong. That's very interesting…

I've thought about drinking acid, mostly just my average weird thoughts, not something I'd actually try

ALWAYS!! CTB by train is my favorite method tbh.. I don't know why it interests me so much.

I can see the appeal, it's very violent

That sounds like such a terrifying method, those who died that way were so brave. But in my case I'd also worry about it somehow going wrong, just leading to more suffering as a result.

True, I really wish I could overdose on all my meds, but I do worry about brain damage..

 

[tinyghost]

i definitely think about it every time i take the train, but honestly it never seems to be going that fast by the time it pulls up to the station.... i think theres more chance of injuring myself than dying

 

[AerialBoundaries]

I don't. I don't want to bring anybody else into it. This is my journey and mines alone.