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dewasrite

dewasrite

Too old for this sh!t.
Dec 30, 2025
34
I feel like all the years I would have actually had a chance to enjoy are gone. What would I even recover for now??
 
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fuzzypeach

fuzzypeach

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Jan 26, 2026
56
im sorry... this sounds like an awful feeling. but idk, i think you in the present matters just as much
 
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YourLocalSadGirly

YourLocalSadGirly

God’s least favorite
May 6, 2024
87
I'm still young (21) but sometimes it does feel that way. It feels as if both my dreams and my best love are behind me. I'm sorry you feel this way. I hope you're able to recover you may not be as happy is you could have possibly been years ago but there's still joy in life that you're able to experience in the present and future.
 
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Sewing

Sewing

Working...Please wait...
Nov 11, 2025
26
I feel the same way but that thinking just traps me in a cycle where the "window" that includes my best years includes more of my life, so I try to go with the mentality of a late start still being a start. And as some others have put it, you're still worth it even in the present. I hope you can find things to enjoy,
 
Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,404
The way I see it, the fact that I'm this old and without any active plans means I pretty much already have recovered even though it was through complete inaction and almost entirely against my will.
 
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Spite

Spite

Nil Desperandum.
Aug 20, 2025
225
I've definitely started to feel that way lately. I think it's too late for me to start over or otherwise see anything change in my life that would make me happy. I'm upset because I exist, and I don't like this dog-eat-dog reality. The only way I could ever be truly happy is if the fundamentals of life itself were to change, which will never happen, therefore I will always be depressed.
 
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Luna223

Luna223

Member
Jan 11, 2026
14
for me it is like metronome, some days it looks like im too old, some days it looks there is plenty of time infront of me
 
_Gollum_

_Gollum_

Formerly Alexei_Kirillov
Mar 9, 2024
1,604
As one of my favourite songs says: there's just too much that time cannot erase.
 
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