Discussion Do you dream/ Tell me a dream you had/ Do you have dreams of suicide

[Emerita]

I know not everyone remembers dreams when they wake up are you someone who doesn't remember dreams? If you do recall dreams tell me a dream you had recently, or if you don't want to answer that do you ever have dreams of suicide? If you'd like to share, feel free to do so here. Be as detailed as you want.

You can stop reading here If you just want to answer the question

I just woke up from a nap and had this dream. It's about suicide.
I was sitting on a couch in the middle of a stage with my brother and mother beside me, facing an audience. Suddenly, my brother shot himself in the head, catching me completely off guard. My mother then pried the gun from his hand and did the same, but this time I heard two gunshots. The audience began to clap.

I grabbed the gun, and just as I was about to pull the trigger, something distracted me for a split second it was the warmth of their blood soaking into the couch, which I felt on my thigh. I looked at them, my brother and mother sat up.

I felt someone rip the gun out of my hand, but I didn't see who it was. I was shocked that they were alive. My mother complained about having a headache, and I was in terror because the gunshots hadn't killed them. I stood up, facing them and stumbling backward in confusion. When I turned around, the audience was gone, though their chairs remained.

I looked back at my family, but behind the couch, the audience stood. Freaked out, I slowly turned my head and noticed blood covering my right side. My family was on my left, so there shouldn't have been blood on my right unless I had shot myself. I continued to turn my head to look behind me, and the audience was back in their seats, loud like a school of children.

I sat back on the couch. The gun in my hand, I found myself in the same position as before, just before I had been distracted by the warmth on my thigh. Then it was black.
Whats your experience with dreams?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Sometimes I dream things but I rarely remember what I actually dreamed. It's never sth that I would consider "bad/terrible/nightmare".

 

[Apathy79]

Wow. That one is a doozy. What do you think your subconscious was trying to tell you there? There's a bit to unpack.

I usually forget my dreams immediately upon waking, regrettably. One I recall recently I was building something really important to me. And the whole dream was centered around it. It was all I cared about. As it went on, family and friends started helping, and eventually this thing got built. I was ecstatic. So I went to show the people I respected most in the world what I had done. And they were polite about it, like they were trying to spare my feelings, but clearly not impressed. They were waiting for me to realise it myself without having to tell me. I left depressed and went back to friends and family. And we started laughing about it. And tore it down. Destroyed it entirely. Everything we'd worked for for so long. And decided to start again. Then I woke up.

 

[MatiSendiri]

I never remember what I dream, but I still keep vivid memories of it. As about suicide, I never really dreamed about one, or at least the one I can remember of. But I do get some sort of indirect suicide where I directly kill myself, such as me pushing my clone to death.

 

[darksouls]

in my dreams I mostly kill other people
preferably my mother

 

[ChrisFromEarth]

I had my first suicide dream. I was not suicidal being awake.
In the dream I ingested SN I think. I threw up some organs, very disgusting and thought I would die now but didn't.
Then I woke up totally shocked.
I had ordered SN a while ago but do not intend to ctb.
What does this mean?

 

[Imeavie]

My dreams are usually whatever wound is the freshest. Repeating variations of past mistakes, redemption that I'll never have during the day, or hearing people I love telling me how much they despise me, and how it's my fault.
I have these dreams every single night with few exceptions since my early teenage years.

Other times I have weird stories like being part of a post apocalyptic town of survivors. We carry a disease that could wipe out whatever is left of the wordl. I found a small experimental nuclear device while scavenging and we decided as a whole to kill ourselves with it to prevent the disease from getting out. Since I found it they voted for me to carry the burden. I had a lot of hesitation but eventually did it with us all gathered together in an old aircraft hangar.
It didn't explode but instead hit the entire town with enough radiation to ensure a slow death over the next week.

I also had one with old western law enforcement paying underground vampires to run a super prison with George Washington as a super predator that feeds on any vampires that go too deep below.

Those weird ones are rare though.

 

[just a bird]

I dream of dying quite regularly. Sometimes it's a plot point, sometimes it's how I wake up/escape. Regardless, I find the dreams themselves less interesting than the settings. It's why I'm so interested in miniature rooms, so if I get that far I can one day recreate the scenery from my dreams.