Do you care about what people are going to think, like talking shit and looking down on you for ctb?

[Passersby]

I wanted to see how everyone feels about this. Obviously if we are not conscious then we can't care but there will still be the after effect in this word. How do you feel about it? Does it bother you or not? While we are still here we can picture and hear in our minds the responses from people, that is if we want to or even care.

 

[golden_triforce3]

I really don't care lol
I do fantasize about about it sometimes, though. But not in a negative way.
Like how would they respond to it. Would they be surprised? What would they say? How would they discuss it between each other? What would they feel?

 

[Sprite_Geist]

Most of the time I ignore any nasty remarks that are aimed at me; though sometimes when I am in a low mood those same comments can gnaw away at me. This never used to happen as much when I was younger, because I used to be more carefree.

...But then I try to remind myself that those individuals who talk badly about me, or who will look down on me for killing myself, probably never liked me in the first place, so why should I care about what they think? Why should you, or anyone else, aim to please another person who looks down upon you? I try to rationalize it as this: if another person deliberately mistreats you then you have no obligation to spare them of any inconvenience that your death may bring them.

 

[Baldwin IV]

Yes, I would care, it makes you hesitate.

 

[hermestrimegistus]

I think most people talk shit before you CTB. Then whatever you were criticized for usually gets viewed through a new lens after you die. Probably get pitied for the same reason you were judged for beforehand. And thats what I don't want. Some half assed change of heart just because I'm dead now. Weird that you couldnt empathize until it was too late. That bothers me more than anything. Idc who judges me for CTB. They can blow me for all I care

 

[Himalayan]

What do you think?

 

[jessisme]

It doesn't bother me for my own sake but it does bother me that people will talk about my family.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I don't care about what people say / think about me and regarding my CTB. It's my personal decision and my personal reasons and not theirs.

 

[dggtscccvfd]

I think we can exaggerate the degree to which people think about these things. If one were to CTB, who exactly is going to talk shit and look down on you? The vast majority of people will just think it's a personal tragedy and feel sorry for the person concerned, their family, and their friends. The number of people who 'talk shit', by saying things like he/she was selfish or weak, is vanishingly small. I say this as a person who is very likely to CTB in the coming months.

 

[アホペンギン]

Its none of my concern when I'm dead

 

[Aim]

I think about this alot actually. I got diagnosed with bpd 2 years ago. Afte experiencing extreme emotional pain and also hurting people on the way. People I cared about. I dont want people to feel bad for me when I am dead. But it would be nice if some of the people would remember the good things I did for them.

 

[Oblivionis]

For me I do care yeah, that's what is giving me the greatest pause. How sad my family will be, I imagine them crying every day every night, wishing I was still there. It makes me feel like a selfish prick for considering CTB and I sit there crying. Another thing that keeps me from CTB is the thought of the heartless people who bullied me and wronged me living on while I'm dead. I refuse that fate, I want to live on to become better than them, more successful and spite them. I have a lot of time since I am young. But yeah for me, I do care, but it is up to you if you wish to care or not.