itsmeagain
Specialist
- Jan 28, 2020
- 334
Today is my planned day, and I woke up to a few messages. Two of them said good morning, but the second I went online, I just so happened to get a message from a friend that went online. I had a friend beg me not to go. That was to be expected, and I don't blame them. Actually, the second I open my computer it starts autoplaying my CTB and funeral song. However....
The most jarring thing was in my recommended, not a few videos down, was a silly vtuber talking about how after someone in their family died, and how they didn't have as much communication with them until after they died.
What's going on?! The world can't keep doing this to me. It can't keep building me up for the big day and then throwing me off like this.
People have started telling me how much they care about me, people havef started telling me how much I mean to them...
It just feels all too late because I'm numbed to it now.
Do you believe in signs like this? Why?
The most jarring thing was in my recommended, not a few videos down, was a silly vtuber talking about how after someone in their family died, and how they didn't have as much communication with them until after they died.
What's going on?! The world can't keep doing this to me. It can't keep building me up for the big day and then throwing me off like this.
People have started telling me how much they care about me, people havef started telling me how much I mean to them...
It just feels all too late because I'm numbed to it now.
Do you believe in signs like this? Why?