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darkwater

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Apr 17, 2021
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Isn't it funny that they say alcohol doesn't solve problems. I drink five bottles of wine a week and always take two days off in between. At least then I feel good for a few hours. Because I can not quit when I get something I always buy a maximum of one bottle. Is there anyone else like that?
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
Yes. Alcohol is the only thing that makes me feel kinda okay nowadays. It's annoying when people say "alcohol bad". You know what's even worse? Humans. After all that's the reason I drink. Without drinking I would have gone a really dark path. I tried a new vodka yesterday and I liked it. Wish I could be able to drink more bottles like I used to in the past.
 
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Shadowplay

Shadowplay

Average life non-enjoyer
Sep 11, 2021
853
I drink 3 to 5 beers a night. I used to rarely drink. Go figure.

I actually gave up for a nearly a year and I was ok with it - just rough first coupla of days.
 
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Gray Wounds

Gray Wounds

A Phantasmagoria
Jun 27, 2018
575
There are weeks where I would go into a drinking streak. I actually want to try vodka this week. Drinking allows me to think and decide easily. It numbs my body, enables the best my brain could get in order for me to write (joke's on me, I check my writing in the morning and I think "what a cryptic idiot"), and on top of it all, I actually get the sleep of my dreams when drunk.
 
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TheHatedOne

TheHatedOne

Death is salvation
Sep 26, 2021
2,028
There are weeks where I would go into a drinking streak. I actually want to try vodka this week. Drinking allows me to think and decide easily. It numbs my body, enables the best my brain could get in order for me to write (joke's on me, I check my writing in the morning and I think "what a cryptic idiot"), and on top of it all, I actually get the sleep of my dreams when drunk.
Vodka is really beautiful I recommend it, though if you have low tolerance to alcohol in genenral I recommend to have some snacks along with it. And be careful not to drink too much on first time cause my second try ever I ended up feeling like I could fly and couldn't stop talking, I fell dead on my bed and slept many hours and I'm saying this as someone with high tolerance to alcohol.

I totally relate on the sleeping part. I had the best nap ever after I binged on champagne.
 
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callme

callme

I'm a loose cannon - I bang all the time.
Aug 15, 2021
1,235
Nothing wrong with alc. As with menntal illness, the "cure" is no better:

 
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Gray Wounds

Gray Wounds

A Phantasmagoria
Jun 27, 2018
575
Vodka is really beautiful I recommend it, though if you have low tolerance to alcohol in genenral I recommend to have some snacks along with it. And be careful not to drink too much on first time cause my second try ever I ended up feeling like I could fly and couldn't stop talking, I fell dead on my bed and slept many hours and I'm saying this as someone with high tolerance to alcohol.

I totally relate on the sleeping part. I had the best nap ever after I binged on champagne.
Thank you for the recommendation. I've been really into trying it since brandy hits too bad at hangover for me. I'll definitely try it out maybe tomorrow.
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,086
I've never understood why anyone would choose to get drunk on wine. Doesn't red wine give you the worst hangovers?
 
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Scribble Fan

Scribble Fan

I'm out!
May 30, 2019
815
I can't drink alcohol because it messes with my meds. It's a shame because I absolutely loved pale ale. On second thought, it's probably a good thing though. I can totally see myself turning into a complete alcoholic. My personality is just naturally kind of addictive. RIP
 
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darkwater

Experienced
Apr 17, 2021
245
I've never understood why anyone would choose to get drunk on wine. Doesn't red wine give you the worst hangovers?

A bottle is not really drunk more like very tipsy. Wine is the alcohol I tolerate best in comparison to high-proofs like vodka or rum.
Especially it is cheap 2,5€ and tastes good
 
littlelungs

littlelungs

Wizard
Oct 21, 2018
634
Yes... alcohol has always been a source of comfort to me. Honestly, any kind of substance that puts me out of my mind for a bit and helps me forget the relentless pain I'm in is a great thing as far as I'm concerned. Just so desperate for any kind of relief.
 
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Shadowplay

Shadowplay

Average life non-enjoyer
Sep 11, 2021
853
I've never understood why anyone would choose to get drunk on wine. Doesn't red wine give you the worst hangovers?
I'm told cheap wine does that cos of all the preservatives and additives, but not sure. I drink the cheapest Aldi wine so a hangover of that would end me (I usually drink beer).
 
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TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,298
Tequila /vodka and extacy
Whisky /brandy and cocaine
Gin and heroin

...erm isnt alcohol a gateway* drug? What does that even mean?!
(*You get so fucked after a night out; u passout at the front gate...?)
Been there, done that. (and the front porch, and in the garden, and at the petrol garage parking lot enroute home, and... )

My life has been lived with dignity.

And for the record, I don't like Marijuana (chemicalbaby, me.), or wine or Moët & Chandon.
See i have self control, waaah!
 
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LonelyBrazilian

LonelyBrazilian

Just a boring guy.
Oct 21, 2021
180
Getting drunk and listening to music are the only ways i can forget about my shitty life.
 
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UseItOrLoseIt

1O'8
Dec 4, 2020
2,217
Oh yes. I've been drinking almost every day for the last 2 months. It's even better when you add a bit of drugs to the mix (except marijuana cause it makes my panic attacks skyhigh). The number I feel the lesser I care. The lesser I care the more I'm able to cope ofc.
Good thing is, judging from past experiences, I can't get really addicted to anything, so I can quit and function whenever I want, just more miserably. Which is why I don't quit.
Honestly, since the brother of my sister in law died in his sleep at 40 from overusing every possible drug and alchohol I just fantasize about achieving the same.
Last tuesday I overdid it. I drank almost a litre of vodka 10 min after waking up, took a bunch of benzos, did a bit of meth and took 5 tramadols. And then went for a cup of coffee with a "friend". Not surprisingly, 10 min into the coffee I started getting sick. My "friend" had to take me home, where I was recieved by all my family, including my nephews who were visiting with my brother. I think I was never that sick in my entire life. I vomited my soul out. My left hand went numb. For a moment I hoped... But no.
My long term plan is I don't give a shit. I'll fuck myself up every day for the rest of my life until my body can't take it anymore.
 
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cloudnone

cloudnone

So Scribble Me Out
Jan 14, 2020
55
Combined with my meds it's like a tranquilizer. It doesn't make me feel better, but if I'm particularly miserable it can knock me out.
 
completely-done

completely-done

Experienced
Jan 31, 2022
211
Yeah. I'm trying to use it less so I can focus on ctb successfully and get this crap over with
 
Death_of_a_Phynixx

Death_of_a_Phynixx

09/22/90-2022
Jan 31, 2022
84
When I drink alcohol, I awaken memories that I would rather stay repressed. My sadness becomes stronger and I get enraged. Guess I'm an angry drunk.
 
GrumpyFrog

GrumpyFrog

Exhausted
Aug 23, 2020
1,913
I don't get really wasted with rare exceptions, but I do drink rather regularly, and I almost always go straight for hard liquor. Having a bottle of whiskey/tequila/gin/vodka is as normal for me as having food in the house, I am really uncomfortable just knowing I'm out of alcohol, although I can go weeks without drinking if I am really busy, but just knowing that the possibility is there is comforting. Alcohol does make me feel better for a while, the drunker I am the longer is the effect. So thank god it is available.
 
Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
No, me and alcohol don't mix well. Specially if I drink alone, I will start calling all my exes, most of them now married. I try not to drink cause I know I'm gonna do something silly. Danced on top of a speaker once in a nightclub and fell on my face. My friends took pics of me on the ground, it was the most embarrassing moment of my life. Course I got kicked out,
 
ncmxm

ncmxm

Experienced
Jun 9, 2021
232
Doesn't everyone

I love alcohol, I love both the taste and how it makes me feel

I pretty much always feel tense and anxious, just the levels of the tension and the anxiety differ, and alcohol makes me feel so relaxed and at peace

If I drink I drink alone because I don't have anyone to drink with now
 
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bad luck

bad luck

Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
If it wasn't for the hangover I'd always be drunk.
 
lucid

lucid

antinatalist specialist
Jun 29, 2019
177
Despite being literal poison which I don't really care about anyway, alcohol is my best friend. It's the go-to confidence booster and anyone who tells me it's not the solution to my problems, sure, but it's the only temporary one I have at least.

Hanging out with friends to drink would always be my escape, but everyone has a life now. And covid. So now I just drink at home all by myself. "Comforting".
 
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TerminalConscience

Member
Feb 1, 2022
45
Not necessarily "better" but some relief. Helps drown out the thoughts in my head.
 
Somber

Somber

Arcanist
Jan 6, 2022
457
I'm too much of lightweight for heavy drinking. But a few drinks with some cannabis can make for a relaxing evening.
 
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Unicornsrnot4dislife

Not meant for this world…….
Nov 12, 2021
128
Alcohol is my saviour right now, I can forget all the crap for a little while and my head can stop making so much noise. It is my coping mechanism right now, and I wish I had another one that would provide me with the relief that I need.
 
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Insomniac

Insomniac

𝔄 𝔲 𝔱 𝔦 𝔰 𝔪
May 21, 2021
1,357
Isn't it funny that they say alcohol doesn't solve problems. I drink five bottles of wine a week and always take two days off in between. At least then I feel good for a few hours. Because I can not quit when I get something I always buy a maximum of one bottle. Is there anyone else like that?
I feel bad when I take xanax as sleeping aid.

Five bottles of wine per week isn't that much, I also heard that it could be good for your health.

But I understand why you don't like this habit. I don't take xanax very often but I feel really guilty when I take it because I feel like I could be doing something more productive to ease my anxiety (like learn a new skill) instead of relying on these passive means.

what helps is having a solid to do list of how you'll use your time instead of drinking. For example it could be cleaning your house, calling relatives, etc.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
20,711
I actually don't feel better when I drink alcohol most of the time.

I'm either drinking something that tastes bad for my immature palate and only getting lightly buzzed (which I don't need a substance to make me act stupid) or I'm piss drunk and vomiting constantly. Hangovers also suck. Drinking definitely doesn't help as much as I'd like it to and I've done more terrible things while under the influence than had fun with it.
 
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allesistgut

Experienced
Jan 22, 2022
275
yes and no, depending on how much i drink it can turn into a real rollercoaster of emotions.
 

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