Im ready to depart from earth but Im scared that ima go to hell even doe I don't really believe in god I don't wanna Burn in hell bc I miss my grandma so much n Ik if god exists she in heaven n I wanna be wit her but if I CTB do y'all think I'll go to hell or do u think I'll jus be done n cease to exist please help me thank u I'm sorry for asking so many questions on here I feel like im buggin
Heaven and hell are manmade concepts. The truth is, none of us know what life really is, aside from even knowing what death is. There absolutely IS something after death, but it's not heaven, nor hell. It's a mystery; just as mysterious as life is.
GoodPersonEffed
Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
- Jan 11, 2020
- 6,727
First off, I don't believe in hell. I think it's just an idea that keeps us from doing bad things, and heaven is an idea of a reward if we keep going.
Second, I think you're in a really rough place right now. You have a lot of pain and fear. You're not connecting with your inner resources, you may not even know what they are, so I think you're reconnecting with alcohol because bad support can be better than none. If that's true, don't judge yourself, get through tonight, and tomorrow maybe you can start to see what support you do have available, externally and internally.
Second, I think you're in a really rough place right now. You have a lot of pain and fear. You're not connecting with your inner resources, you may not even know what they are, so I think you're reconnecting with alcohol because bad support can be better than none. If that's true, don't judge yourself, get through tonight, and tomorrow maybe you can start to see what support you do have available, externally and internally.
Ur so sweet but the people who I thought supported me thought I was toxic bc of the way I was feeling so I think I deserve to die I'm not bringing anyone anything but misery including myselfFirst off, I don't believe in hell. I think it's just an idea that keeps us from doing bad things, and heaven is an idea of a reward if we keep going.
Second, I think you're in a really rough place right now. You have a lot of pain and fear. You're not connecting with your inner resources, you may not even know what they are, so I think you're reconnecting with alcohol because bad support can be better than none. If that's true, don't judge yourself, get through tonight, and tomorrow maybe you can start to see what support you do have available, externally and internally.
I feel like it's all my fault doe for opening My mouth i wish I could jus press a button n I would cease to exist but I feel u :(
OldGod
Student
- Feb 20, 2020
- 141
When it comes to the afterlife, nobody truly knows anything. Heaven and Hell could be different dimensions that our "souls" depart to after we die. I would say you'd have a good shot at going to heaven. People who go to Hell don't think about it this much. They don't care. You do.
GoodPersonEffed
Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
- Jan 11, 2020
- 6,727
You had a need, you were vulnerable, and you reached out. That was brave. It is unfortunate that they not only didn't meet your needs but negated you, don't take that shit on. It happens, it sucks bad, but you should not be ashamed for others' insensitivity and inability. No one here is negating you, and we are capable of hearing you, you and your pain and your needs are valid.
Edit: btw you don't know me, but I never bullshit. I don't say things to make people feel better unless it's true. I'm blunt. I'm speaking truth to you.
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Thank u I'm plannning on CTB by the end of March my last event I attended was posed to be the st Patrick's day parade but ion think my friend wants to go wit me no more bc my mindset is toxic so ima jus cool until then it's finna be so hard but at least It will all be over soon n ima find peaceYou had a need, you were vulnerable, and you reached out. That was brave. It is unfortunate that they not only didn't meet your needs but negated you, don't take that shit on. It happens, it sucks bad, but you should not be ashamed for others' insensitivity and inability. No one here is negating you, and we are capable of hearing you, you and your pain and your needs are valid.
Edit: btw you don't know me, but I never bullshit. I don't say things to make people feel better unless it's true. I'm blunt. I'm speaking truth to you.
Proto
Student
- Jan 21, 2020
- 117
LastRide
Specialist
- Jan 23, 2020
- 369
There is no hell...and no heaven ! Just non-existence....and non-existence brings eternal peace !
False. If there was just non-existence, and non-existence before our parents had sex, then how the fuck are we conscious right now? Our lives literally came from non-existence. The Earth never existed, the human species never existed. But then, somehow, they began to exist, and we all began to exist. From nothing.
It's ignorant to assume there is just "non-existence" after death, because if there really is just non-existence, then how was planet Earth, human beings, and our specific human lives created in the first place?
I'm thinking they might be referring more to perception of existence, animals have less perception of existence than we do and plants less, viruses even less etc. So I think there is a spectrum. But the perception is just that, and it can be turned off like a light switch
I agree with the levels of perception, as I think the more complex the brain, the more complex the perception. But ants and bees are so tiny for example and can accomplish some amazing things with their level of "perception."
And it not only can be turned off, it WILL be turned off. We all die. Maybe there is something after death, but we just can't "perceive" it.
That's a super interesting theory actually! I've gone down too many wormholes on youtube about other dimensions and infinite bubble-universes to think about this properly, it makes my brain go all paradoxical haha. Like the mind would have to be wiped for re-incarnation was "moving into a newly born baby" in this universe/time, but if we just became aware of another place....that's feasible
Who cares about "re"incarnation? "Incarnation" itself is the most incredible mystery to me ever. I do believe in the infinite bubble-universe theory somewhat. But if there really are "infinite" universes, that means there is a universe for every possible scenario imaginable. That is too good to be true. But life (especially human life) itself is too good to be true as well, so I have no idea.
We all die someday. So we all get to experience what happens. We all share death, just as we share life. Death is a part of us. Death is the next stage to life.
liverpoolfan
Student
- Jun 10, 2019
- 189
Don't worry about it. There's no such thing as life after death and anyone who says differently doesn't understand basic biology.
Your consciousness resides in your brain cells. When you die, your brain cells decay. When they're gone, your consciousness is gone too, permanently. This is why time of death is calculated not from heart beat (as they show it on TV) but from brain death - ie no electrical activity in the brain. The good news is that brain cells decay more quickly after death than other cells.
The bad news is you won't see your grandma again.
The good news is 1. You won't mind not seeing Grandma again because you won't have a consciousness to mind with. 2. You won't burn in hell because it doesn't exist.
Living and dying are the tricky parts. Once you're dead, there's quite literally nothing to worry about.
I agree with your right to have an opinion about how you think there is no life after death, but to disown anyone who thinks differently than you because they "don't understand basic biology" is just blind arrogance. Biology can't explain what happens after death from the PERCEPTION of the living being, and neither can living beings themselves. I agree that consciousness resides in the complicated brain and it is gone when your brain dies. But just because there is no consciousness after your death doesn't just mean you don't experience nothing.
If your consciousness is gone and you experience "nothing" like you say, then that means googolplexes and googolplexes of years will fly by in the blink of an eye, as you can't experience time. After the crazy amount of years go by, there has to be something that happens.
We human beings came from nothing initially, and if there is just "nothing" after death, then tell me: how are human beings existing here in the first place?
liverpoolfan
Student
- Jun 10, 2019
- 189
liverpoolfan
Student
- Jun 10, 2019
- 189
No, lad. You're the one who proudly announced you tortured and killed 8 kittens for fun with a "lol".
Not only is your post about life after death basically meaningless word-salad, but even if it made any sense, I don't talk to people who torture animals. You're not "eccentric", you're just a sick little cunt. Off you go to the ignore list, son.
Not only is your post about life after death basically meaningless word-salad, but even if it made any sense, I don't talk to people who torture animals. You're not "eccentric", you're just a sick little cunt. Off you go to the ignore list, son.
Anon2662
Just a girl trapped in a psychological prison
- Feb 13, 2020
- 366
I didn't know I could do this.How do I do it? I saw that post you're on about and it really upset me and I get a whole heap of emotions now whenever I see that account. I have 2 kittens and they are what's keeping me going currently.
I didn't know I could do this.How do I do it? I saw that post you're on about and it really upset me and I get a whole heap of emotions now whenever I see that account. I have 2 kittens and they are what's keeping me going currently.
Please don't be upset :(
liverpoolfan
Student
- Jun 10, 2019
- 189
Click on the user name. It takes you to their profile. One of the options is 'ignore'. Unfortunately there's not one to "beat the living fuck out of IRL" - but "ignore" works as a second-best scenario.I didn't know I could do this.How do I do it? I saw that post you're on about and it really upset me and I get a whole heap of emotions now whenever I see that account. I have 2 kittens and they are what's keeping me going currently.
Kittens are adorable btw. Make sure to cuddle yours every day.
Click on the user name. It takes you to their profile. One of the options is 'ignore'. Unfortunately there's not one to "beat the living fuck out of IRL" - but "ignore" works as a second-best scenario.
Kittens are adorable btw. Make sure to cuddle yours every day.
I also love kittens. Back when we had our kittens before they ran away, I always cuddled with mine
Anon2662
Just a girl trapped in a psychological prison
- Feb 13, 2020
- 366
Thank you!! Hope that means I won't see the profile at all! Aww I love my two boys. I wouldn't still be here now if it weren't for them. Mum got my first one for me last year after an attempt and then the second one followed shortly after and they are literally my world!Click on the user name. It takes you to their profile. One of the options is 'ignore'. Unfortunately there's not one to "beat the living fuck out of IRL" - but "ignore" works as a second-best scenario.
Kittens are adorable btw. Make sure to cuddle yours every day.
Just a heads up.. your posts are there for all to see, including 'I'm currently on bail for killing and torturing kittens lol.' And the posts after where you tried to justify it.. I'm sorry you feel so low that you're on this site, and wish you no ill harm, but I am now going to ignore purely for my own feelings.I also love kittens. Back when we had our kittens before they ran away, I always cuddled with mine
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Thank you!! Hope that means I won't see the profile at all! Aww I love my two boys. I wouldn't still be here now if it weren't for them. Mum got my first one for me last year after an attempt and then the second one followed shortly after and they are literally my world!
Just a heads up.. your posts are there for all to see, including 'I'm currently on bail for killing and torturing kittens lol.' And the posts after where you tried to justify it.. I'm sorry you feel so low that you're on this site, and wish you no ill harm, but I am now going to ignore purely for my own feelings.
I never killed any kittens wtf?
