Do y'all think I should get rid of my diaries and delete my internet history before I go or should I leave that for my family?

[lifeinsequins]

What would you prefer? My diaries are older and probably a bit depressing and they'd see all my weird suicide comments on forums and message boards.

 

[Luv (sic)]

What would you prefer? My diaries are older and probably a bit depressing and they'd see all my weird suicide comments on forums and message boards.

Ultimately I think itd do more harm then good keeping those things for them to find.

 

[hang in there]

Last time I was really obsessed with my privacy, I ripped up every notebook by hand because I didn't have a shredder and got rid of every photograph of myself and formatted all of my computers and broke off contact with every member of my family
But now I just don't care at all. No one gives a single fuck about my existence let alone my internal life or anything I have to say or think. No one checks up on me or pays attention when I try to interact or even considers me a fellow human being with any sort of personality or interests. I can leave all my shit exactly as is and it will just get thrown in the garbage without ever being looked at or read. I mean nothing to anyone and I am piece of trash #134545997593476093743 going in the landfill

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

I'm personally planning on leaving as much weird shit as possible to confuse/terrorise them. Fuck you Mom, enjoy CATBOYS.

 

[F@#$]

I'm personally planning on leaving as much weird shit as possible to confuse/terrorise them. Fuck you Mom, enjoy CATBOYS.

Good plan. I may borrow the idea.

 

[Pale_Rider]

Id prolly delete it. Im not trying to hurt anybody. Im just trying to save me.

 

[bankai]

Hit the nuke button on everything, hard drives, all that shit.

I'm personally planning on leaving as much weird shit as possible to confuse/terrorise them. Fuck you Mom, enjoy CATBOYS.

I don't even know what that is but I'm already vaguely terrified

 

[areyousafe??]

I no longer keep diaries, but if I did I would rip them up and throw away the ripped pieces. I would also delete my internet history, and remove as much of my digital history as I can.

I don't want anyone feeling hurt or guilty after my death, so I don't write much about my family online, meaning I'm holding onto a lot of hurt and anger inside.

If I don't care how they will feel I would absolutely be honest, and keep all my feelings and opinions about them easy to find.

 

[lamy's sacred sleep]

Id say if it was me, i'd just delete the internet history. For me I want others to see the diaries, to see what i've written.
I'd even want them to see this sasu account to look through it and see what I truly think.
But I don't want to get sasu involved, I'm not becoming another bbc headline.

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

Personally, I'm divided. Mostly I think "I don't care, whatever" but secondly to that, I wouldn't want them to be distressed thinking "if we had only known...". I think if I slip over the edge someday my state of mind will be to not care. Death ends it all, nothing after that matters once I'm finally thankfully outta here.

 

[JesiBel]

I'd just delete all my web history and format my phone and PC, erasing everything. To protect this site. The only material thing I would get rid of is a notebook where I have written down all my passwords.

I will leave the writings, drawings and other things I have done, I prefer that they throw them away if they do not want them..

Maybe I don't want to disappear completely, it's funny.