Discussion Do y'all have a voice in your head saying "you're being dramatic" no matter how bad it gets?

[VoidDesirer22]

Maybe if I took it seriously I'd mentally break, idk.

 

[eryu]

I have internal voices telling me that basically everything I do or think is wrong or fake in some way.
And yes, even my most extreme pain and suffering (especially the most extreme actually) is dismissed as trivial nonsense and characterized as something that I deserve or could choose to stop at any time.

 

[FuneralCry]

Not really, I do have to deal with constant thoughts of dread and hopelessness. Being alive is very horrible and there is no escape from the suffering. However thoughts of suicide are the one comforting thought and it is the only thing that feels right to me.

 

[kiuya]

All the time. Probably from low self esteem? While registering to here my mind was nagging that maybe I'm not suicidal enough to be here. Made me realize that I'm just bullying myself.

 

[Insomniac]

I have a voice that tells me I'm being "childish" and "immature" "irresponsible" 24/7.

 

[Elri]

No but My voice in my head keeps saying "bokosh khodeto" in my language means kill yourself it's a man voice i hear it multiple times specially at night

 

[VoidDesirer22]

All the time. Probably from low self esteem?

I think it will still be ringing in my head even while my skin turns blue.

I have a voice that tells me I'm being "childish" and "immature" "irresponsible" 24/7.

Yeah "childish" is one too. I have always felt like I'm young compared to other people, despite age. And whenever someone has been even a day older than me they've acted like my senior.

No but My voice in my head keeps saying "bokosh khodeto" in my language means kill yourself it's a man voice i hear it multiple times specially at night

My voices don't have any distinct tonal quality to them, so maybe that's more like an hallucination?

 

[CiproKilledMe]

I've heard voices telling me I'm being dramatic but they weren't in my head. They were coming from "friends" & family members who can go F themselves.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

My internal voice is more like "you're not being dramatic enough". Even when I clearly am. It also tells me I'm a subhuman garbage pile which, fair enough, at least it's accurate.

 

[tieiwi]

YES mid breakdown I'll feel nothing and then think I'm taking everything too seriously and life isn't that bad I'm just being dramatic

 

[BrokenHopes]

I have internal voices telling me that basically everything I do or think is wrong or fake in some way.
And yes, even my most extreme pain and suffering (especially the most extreme actually) is dismissed as trivial nonsense and characterized as something that I deserve or could choose to stop at any time.

I have the same internal voices as you do. The more something matters to me the worse they get.

 

[marinekiwi]

Yep, not really a voice but more like just random thoughts that pop out of nowhere. When I was buying SN my mind was racing. A part of me of course wanted to go through. The other begged for life and was just like "you're overreacting too much".

Well, guess it's just part of the SI. We're genetically programmed to survive no matter what, after all. Wish i could just turn off that "feature"

 

[Dot]

If spk up 4 slf fl lke am responsble 4 outcme. If othr prsn gts angry or unreasnble thn n.e drma is own flt & am th 1 causng scne.

 

[Eternal Oblivion]

Sometimes I have a thought that makes sense to me. Considering that throughout all my life I've always made the worst decisions possible, I wonder if CTB'ing isn't just the worst yet to come. Does that make sense to anyone?

 

[TimeLawyer]

All the time. I see situations through one lens and then I suddenly see things through the eyes of someone who feels I am to blame and just being overdramatic or refusing to solve things. People tell me I cant see gray areas. I see them all too well, tgats why the voices are there.They come to me like thoughts in my head, like I can hear the thoughts from someone else but its just me, altgough they dont feel like my own thoughts.

 

[healthrecovery]

Maybe if I took it seriously I'd mentally break, idk.

Its SI