Do people like us live a very intense way of living?

[noname223]

38 minute I paraphrase it: The older one gets the more autumnable one gets. And that what gives emotions its resonance is a sense of finitude and a bitter-sweetness. It is kind of beatiful. But maybe I am just ill and need medication. I am looking forward to my 50s.

He never reached his 50s he killed himself before that. This is such a euphemism for someone who was as ill as David Foster Wallace. I have asked myself the question of the title. I am not sure whether he said exactly "intense" maybe in another interview.

I would say my life is very intense. I had extreme psychosomatic pain and yes it was very intense. So intense that I will kill myself in case this feeling returns. I think if you are longtime severely suicidal as me life is quite intense. But I don't mean with that that there is a lot of variety necessarily. In my case the form of misery just changes from time to time.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

In my case, no. However, because my life is so uninteresting, every bit of conflict or discomfort ends up feeling way more intense than it should. I feel this is part of why I'm not capable of ever living life anymore.

 

[Marine]

Wasting away without access to life is killing me personnally. I wish more than anything that I could truly live an intense fulfilling life from now on and catch up on everything I've missed out on so far.

 

[FuneralCry]

My life does not really feel intense at all, my life is sad, empty and depressing. I just exist, it is like I have already died in a way. I just try to pass the time until I fall asleep.

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

Not really. I have a boring life and that's ok. I need mostly peace and quiet right now.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Not really. My life is basically sleep, wake up, eat, browse SS, shower, listen to Kpop, rinse and repeat while being triggered 24/7.

 

[motel rooms]

Yes, I feel everything pretty intensely & my days are quite hectic. I'll spare you the details because I'm sick of repeating myself.

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

I'm boring in a day to day sense. I am pretty high strung and of course I'm completely frazzled from my condition in general. Despite that, I still deviate between thinking I'm sort of okay, and feeling utterly hopeless. On SS it probably looks like I have five different personalities a week.

 

[Weebster]

My life is not going according to plan and it pisses me off. My plan wasn't unrealistic either.

 

[iwannadisslife]

38 minute I paraphrase it: The older one gets the more autumnable one gets. And that what gives emotions its resonance is a sense of finitude and a bitter-sweetness. It is kind of beatiful. But maybe I am just ill and need medication. I am looking forward to my 50s.

He never reached his 50s he killed himself before that. This is such a euphemism for someone who was as ill as David Foster Wallace. I have asked myself the question of the title. I am not sure whether he said exactly "intense" maybe in another interview.

I would say my life is very intense. I had extreme psychosomatic pain and yes it was very intense. So intense that I will kill myself in case this feeling returns. I think if you are longtime severely suicidal as me life is quite intense. But I don't mean with that that there is a lot of variety necessarily. In my case the form of misery just changes from time to time.

Yes, when I tell others about shit that's happened to me they think my life is like a movie. They marvel, because they've never had anything similar happen to themselves. I do live and feel more intensely than others.

 

[KrowaKovsky]

I wouldn't say it's intense at the moment and I'm going to bask in it for a while, it's nice to calm down a bit after an intense few months.