There is a small seaside town that holds a lot of beautiful memories for me. We used to go there on holiday every year when I was a child. There are many places near there that are breathtakingly beautiful, where I would love to watch one last sunset over the estuary. But, as much as I want to catch the bus there, that would tarnish the memories of the place for my family. Various members of the family still holiday there from time to time and I don't want to ruin it for them. For me I think it's best to choose some nondescript hotel in an undesirable location. I want to limit the pain this causes those around me, and I know it probably makes no difference as it'll hurt my family regardless, but in my head it makes it less awful. I don't want to deprive them of a special place that could remain a sanctuary of happy memories after I'm gone.