Discussion DIY or have help?

[jacobryan]

When making plans to ctb (or thinking about it), I have found my own SI kicks in and I start doubting my ability to follow through. And then I think about maybe having someone to help me prepare/put me in a position I can't back out would help. Surviving is hard-wired into our brains, so getting past that takes willpower. As much as I believe I want to ctb, I think my SI is still too strong, if that makes sense. Anyone else have similar thoughts?

 

[peristala]

same, if i understood you correctly, then for me it's a bit different. I feel like I'll fail no matter what I try so I search for the most lethal but it still doesn't feel like I'll actually die. that makes me afraid to actually do it so i would also prefer if someone would just shoot me or something

 

[Olisop21.]

I get what you are saying. Trying to override SI, is so hard.
I'm set on partial hanging, hopefully compressing my carotid arteries so I go unconscious within seconds.
I find no pleasure or joy in life. My self-loathing has pushed so many people away. My NPD has hurt so many kind people in my life. I just need to die.

 

[deathslament]

I would rather euthanasia but i can only bite the towel and do it myself with some effective method .

 

[jacobryan]

I get what you are saying. Trying to override SI, is so hard.
I'm set on partial hanging, hopefully compressing my carotid arteries so I go unconscious within seconds.
I find no pleasure or joy in life. My self-loathing has pushed so many people away. My NPD has hurt so many kind people in my life. I just need to die.

I've looked into a few methods, night-night being one of them for the compression or the carotids. I want it to be quick and painless. And if I'm unconscious, there won't be any pain.

 

[Olisop21.]

I've looked into a few methods, night-night being one of them for the compression or the carotids. I want it to be quick and painless. And if I'm unconscious, there won't be any pain.

Would you share other ways of compression, please.

 

[jacobryan]

Would you share other ways of compression, please.

The "night-night" method mega thread.

Hey everyone, Been talking to a lot of people in the chat and trying to explain this method, and one user wanted me to make a post about it, so here goes everything. We're going after a classic idea of using a blood choke, except, it will be against ourselves. In the privacy of our own...

sanctioned-suicide.net

This is where I found it

 

[Chelsea Leng]

When making plans to ctb (or thinking about it), I have found my own SI kicks in and I start doubting my ability to follow through. And then I think about maybe having someone to help me prepare/put me in a position I can't back out would help. Surviving is hard-wired into our brains, so getting past that takes willpower. As much as I believe I want to ctb, I think my SI is still too strong, if that makes sense. Anyone else have similar thoughts?

you'll then need a method that knocks you down before your si kicks in. the detergent method may be your right choice.

 

[jacobryan]

you'll then need a method that knocks you down before your si kicks in. the detergent method may be your right choice.

I'm considering both. But having practiced the night-night with the corn hole bags, and not really passing out when I thought I would, I am leaning that way more and more.

 

[Olisop21.]

you'll then need a method that knocks you down before your si kicks in. the detergent method may be your right choice.

What is the detergent method?

 

[theboy]

The SI is strong. But someone preparing you to die doesn't sound easy.