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bpd is ruining my life
- Aug 8, 2021
- 70
we have to work off our asses just to survive, surviving for a life that gives not even close enough to justify the pain and suffering.. srsly, how can someone even give birth in this horrible world? ..yeah i get it not everyone suffers balah blah.. still if just one person in this world has to suffer, it's still one person too much.. being aware of one selves suffering and the inability to find relief without ctb is just too much, why do we even get born when we're doomed to ctb anyway? theres no magic order in this God damn universe, there's no perfection in anything, DNA is imperfect, life is imperfect,.. it just feels so bad to be reminded that the only way out of this is by taking our own lives, all the pleasure we could have had, all the dreams we couldn't bring into our own experience, all because we're just powerless bags of biological waste having to experience this gift of life...