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bobsacamano

bobsacamano

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Feb 11, 2026
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Hello—

I've searched to see if this question has been asked and I humbly apologize if it has. It's hard to come up with a good query in doing the search (or maybe I'm just not good at this, adding to so many other deficiencies).

Is there thinking on suicide methods that don't or might not look like suicide? The only one that comes to mind is driving a car at a high rate of speed into an immovable object—which seems like a dodgy method (in terms of certainty and reliability).

The reason for wanting that type of method is just to spare my family of the stigma associated with suicide.

I apologize also if this is a stupid question.

I wish you all the best.
 
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F@#$

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Nov 8, 2023
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I think about crashing my motorcycle into oncoming traffic alot.
 
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Warum

Warum

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Feb 11, 2026
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I think about crashing my motorcycle into oncoming traffic alot.
I don't think that is a good idea. You could involve innocent families, children. Also the risk of surviving and ending up as vegetable would be off putting.
 
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bobsacamano

bobsacamano

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Feb 11, 2026
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I think about crashing my motorcycle into oncoming traffic alot.
Yeah I get that. Thing is I don't want to hurt anyone else. Just myself.
I don't think that is a good idea. You could involve innocent families, children. Also the risk of surviving and ending up as vegetable would be off putting.
Yes I have the same concerns.
 
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F@#$

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I don't think that is a good idea. You could involve innocent families, children. Also the risk of surviving and ending up as vegetable would be off putting.
The vegetable part is what stops me. I honestly don't care about others anymore.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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I plan on disguising my suicide too. My suicide will be via SN, but since SN suicides are unheard of in my country (no recorded cases as of 2026) I plan to put decoys on my body and make it look like I died of drug overdose to spare my parents of the sadness that their son has committed suicide. After drinking my SN i will throw the cup into the river. I plan on ctb in an abandoned riverside very early in the morning before sunrise. I already started behaving like a drug addict, simulating a change in my behavior, months in advance.

Forensic laboratories in my country are very under skilled and underequipped, it might just work.
 
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bobsacamano

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Feb 11, 2026
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I plan on disguising my suicide too. My suicide will be via SN, but since SN suicides are unheard of in my country (no recorded cases as of 2026) I plan to put decoys on my body and make it look like I died of drug overdose to spare my parents of the sadness that their son has committed suicide. After drinking my SN i will throw the cup into the river. I plan on ctb in an abandoned riverside very early in the morning before sunrise. I already started behaving like a drug addict, simulating a change in my behavior, months in advance.

Forensic laboratories in my country are very under skilled and underequipped, it might just work.
I'm wishing you the best for you whatever that might mean.
 
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I_go_in

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Nov 5, 2024
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Overdose on opiates. If you're naive to them people will think you wanted to try some smack but it was laced and you accidentally died.
 
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slowlydying2mrrw

Queen Bitch of the Universe
Apr 17, 2024
126
Hello—

I've searched to see if this question has been asked and I humbly apologize if it has. It's hard to come up with a good query in doing the search (or maybe I'm just not good at this, adding to so many other deficiencies).

Is there thinking on suicide methods that don't or might not look like suicide? The only one that comes to mind is driving a car at a high rate of speed into an immovable object—which seems like a dodgy method (in terms of certainty and reliability).

The reason for wanting that type of method is just to spare my family of the stigma associated with suicide.

I apologize also if this is a stupid question.

I wish you all the best.
Suicide by police shooting



It's a really sad case and in the body cam, you can see the lady was mentally struggling before she gave up
 
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bobsacamano

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Suicide by police shooting



It's a really sad case and in the body cam, you can see the lady was mentally struggling before she gave up

Never thought of that. I guess ICE opens the door to similar opportunities. With a topping of heroic martyrdom.
 
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slowlydying2mrrw

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Apr 17, 2024
126
Never thought of that. I guess ICE opens the door to similar opportunities. With a topping of heroic martyrdom.
I don't know what ICE has to do with this. I know this news footage doesn't show it but in the uncensored dashcam, the officer is absolutely bawling and completely regretful.

EDIT: Dashcam footage

 
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vascomorrow

Student
Feb 11, 2026
111
I don't know what ICE has to do with this. I know this news footage doesn't show it but in the uncensored dashcam, the officer is absolutely bawling and completely regretful.
Hello—

I've searched to see if this question has been asked and I humbly apologize if it has. It's hard to come up with a good query in doing the search (or maybe I'm just not good at this, adding to so many other deficiencies).

Is there thinking on suicide methods that don't or might not look like suicide? The only one that comes to mind is driving a car at a high rate of speed into an immovable object—which seems like a dodgy method (in terms of certainty and reliability).

The reason for wanting that type of method is just to spare my family of the stigma associated with suicide.

I apologize also if this is a stupid question.

I wish you all the best.
This was tried. But the female driver survived because she wore a seat belt. Meanwhile her passengers died
 
slowlydying2mrrw

slowlydying2mrrw

Queen Bitch of the Universe
Apr 17, 2024
126
This was tried. But the female driver survived because she wore a seat belt. Meanwhile her passengers died
She didn't have a passenger, the other lady was in a different car, who's vehicle was struck in the crossfire. She was OK. The driver passed away.
 
bobsacamano

bobsacamano

Member
Feb 11, 2026
53
I don't know what ICE has to do with this. I know this news footage doesn't show it but in the uncensored dashcam, the officer is absolutely bawling and completely regretful.

EDIT: Dashcam footage


You're right—ICE doesn't necessarily have anything to do with it. I was just saying that if a suicidal person challenged or attacked ICE goons then there would be an especially good chance of being killed.
 

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