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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,886
Thing be worse tell each time see feel brain body not together feel not here, body history brain different feel two thing together force, feel disconnect self everywhere also everything, this no describe ca real hard. Feel odd put time space duffrent odd not real out place,
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,337
I've always felt quite disconnected from this world, like I'm not meant to be here and I don't belong anywhere. I've never had any interest in existing, the thought of suffering for decades could never appeal to me.
 
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On Replay

On Replay

What a day What a day
Sep 23, 2022
279
Many times I can't even bring myself to look in the mirror. I feel uncomfortable in my own skin as I'm constantly reminded I'm alive, breathing. I'm the only one I can't run away from and it's absolutely heartbreaking
 
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Cathy Ames

Cathy Ames

Cautionary Tale
Mar 11, 2022
2,111
That sounds truly horrible. I hope there is a chance of things improving for you and that they WILL improve.
 
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