Oblivion
Wizard
- Aug 2, 2018
- 629
Someone recently pointed me to the case of me being indifferent and not feeling bad no matter what happens in my life and my positive and feeling good all the time thing as being a disassociation disorder, i don't know if this is true, i mean my life is a complete fucked up mess, i lost all my friends and i failed in every job i ever had and i keep failing in everything, i can't be normal with anyone and people always end up hating me, i'm a complete failure that no one likes with no job still living with my very stingy dad and his fucked up wife, and yet how do i feel? like everything is fucking perfect and i'm always excited for the next thing (what next fucking thing? i do nothing).
2 nights ago i discovered that i am my true self when i'm drunk, i get really sad and realize how fucked up my life is and feel what i really should be feeling.
2 nights ago i discovered that i am my true self when i'm drunk, i get really sad and realize how fucked up my life is and feel what i really should be feeling.