
PrincessInWhite
I just want to sell out my funeral
- Feb 21, 2019
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After nearly 5 years of intense back And forth and deciding to hold off and try other things, etc, I have given myself a date by which to
Ctb. I have accepted the risk of brain damage and/or pain in my last moments, and I choose the possibility of peace over any potential complications. Nothing could get worse than it is.
I have some medical tests coming up For issues I cannot get help for no matter how hard I try, and once I get confirmation of these bad results (I am 90% certain of the results) I will make my exit.
I wanted to first see if Dignitas was at all feasible. I am about to turn 29, I have documented physical and mental health struggles. However, the conditions that are ruining my quality of life most and have lasted the longest are mental health issues. I know my sleep doctor would likely sign off for me to ctb as she's out of options for my severe insomnia and has expressed she can see I have no quality of life left. My question is, do I need the approval of my other practitioners? I know my therapist is inherently biased in terms of this and would not approve. Do I need their approval, or are the objective records of my years of suffering enough? Can she refuse to send them? I don't want to pay a ton of money only for my providers to
Ruin this, despite they themselves voicing they don't know what else to do for me.
If not I will proceed with my next plan, just wanted to cover all my bases. Thanks in advance!
Ctb. I have accepted the risk of brain damage and/or pain in my last moments, and I choose the possibility of peace over any potential complications. Nothing could get worse than it is.
I have some medical tests coming up For issues I cannot get help for no matter how hard I try, and once I get confirmation of these bad results (I am 90% certain of the results) I will make my exit.
I wanted to first see if Dignitas was at all feasible. I am about to turn 29, I have documented physical and mental health struggles. However, the conditions that are ruining my quality of life most and have lasted the longest are mental health issues. I know my sleep doctor would likely sign off for me to ctb as she's out of options for my severe insomnia and has expressed she can see I have no quality of life left. My question is, do I need the approval of my other practitioners? I know my therapist is inherently biased in terms of this and would not approve. Do I need their approval, or are the objective records of my years of suffering enough? Can she refuse to send them? I don't want to pay a ton of money only for my providers to
Ruin this, despite they themselves voicing they don't know what else to do for me.
If not I will proceed with my next plan, just wanted to cover all my bases. Thanks in advance!