paizuri0ni
New Member
- Feb 14, 2023
- 3
Good morning/evening/afternoon, SS.
I write to you just after having failed my first ctb attempt. I took, what I believed to be my SN drink, about an hour and a half ago from now. I regret to say it, but somehow, I am not dead. Right now, I'm a bit dizzy and weak, but otherwise I feel fine.
I'm not quite sure what went wrong, which is what I'll ask for your guys' input on, I guess. I'll go through the obvious things that come to mind for me rn.
1. I did NOT throw up. But it definitely felt like I was gonna, despite taking an anti-emetic. It kinda burnt in my stomach for a while too. idk exactly how much I took, since I eyeballed it lol, but it was at least 25-30 grams, and I weigh around 65 kg.
2. I may have consumed some fluid within 8 hours of before my attempt, and a slice of bread. I had some bread and water, since I was worried the pills will get stuck in my throat. around 6 hours before I drank a red bull. idk if that's enough to curb an attempt entirely. but probably worth noting
3. I didn't test my sn. I didn't quite buy it either. You see, my parents used to do meat processing as sorta like a side hustle thing not too long ago, and they just had a jar labeled nitrite salt laying around in a cupboard. it looked like and tasted like NaNO2 so I kinda just went with it, without testing it. In retrospect it was pretty silly of me. I still have enough of it for another go though, so if anyone could lead me towards a method of testing my batch, I'd be grateful. Otherwise, a source for sn in europe I would appreciate just as much. Please don't hesitate to dm me a link, thanks. =)
Anyway yeah that's all that comes to mind rn. If you have any comments on the above don't be afraid to speak out! Imma go drink some water now. Thanks!
I write to you just after having failed my first ctb attempt. I took, what I believed to be my SN drink, about an hour and a half ago from now. I regret to say it, but somehow, I am not dead. Right now, I'm a bit dizzy and weak, but otherwise I feel fine.
I'm not quite sure what went wrong, which is what I'll ask for your guys' input on, I guess. I'll go through the obvious things that come to mind for me rn.
1. I did NOT throw up. But it definitely felt like I was gonna, despite taking an anti-emetic. It kinda burnt in my stomach for a while too. idk exactly how much I took, since I eyeballed it lol, but it was at least 25-30 grams, and I weigh around 65 kg.
2. I may have consumed some fluid within 8 hours of before my attempt, and a slice of bread. I had some bread and water, since I was worried the pills will get stuck in my throat. around 6 hours before I drank a red bull. idk if that's enough to curb an attempt entirely. but probably worth noting
3. I didn't test my sn. I didn't quite buy it either. You see, my parents used to do meat processing as sorta like a side hustle thing not too long ago, and they just had a jar labeled nitrite salt laying around in a cupboard. it looked like and tasted like NaNO2 so I kinda just went with it, without testing it. In retrospect it was pretty silly of me. I still have enough of it for another go though, so if anyone could lead me towards a method of testing my batch, I'd be grateful. Otherwise, a source for sn in europe I would appreciate just as much. Please don't hesitate to dm me a link, thanks. =)
Anyway yeah that's all that comes to mind rn. If you have any comments on the above don't be afraid to speak out! Imma go drink some water now. Thanks!
