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Enga

Enga

Member
May 27, 2024
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I kinda do. Life feels kinda easier, and I don't really care about things I used to stress a lot.
But how long does it last?
Statistics implies people who commited at least one attempt have a very high chance of attempting again but successfully. Kinda counterintuitive after feeling this state of ease.
 
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Ash

Ash

What dreams may come?
Oct 4, 2021
1,736
No. I felt worse. And a failure.
 
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Mi Mi

No One Special
Mar 18, 2024
308
I kinda do. Life feels kinda easier, and I don't really care about things I used to stress a lot.
But how long does it last?
Statistics implies people who commited at least one attempt have a very high chance of attempting again but successfully. Kinda counterintuitive after feeling this state of ease.
I don't remember much after my past attempts.
But my recent attempt I was determined to find a way out.
Thankfully I was helped and now I'm in the process of preparing.
But after i failed I was devastated.
Like a heartbroken from a break up.
I was even more blunt and when asked why I simply said I hate life more freely.
But the failure is so unbearable and people think at my big age I want attention when really I want out.
 
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Ln42

Ihm/iai
Jun 13, 2018
126
I felt so much worse, I felt I had failed which was a fact and that I was useless. I was left feeling hopeless. It sucked all the energy out of me.
 
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lovedread

lovedread

hell is other people
Jan 2, 2020
227
No
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,029
No. I was pissed off I lived. Also pissed my method, which I thought was perfect, wasn't going to work.
 
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lostintheloop

Enlightened
Apr 14, 2023
1,320
I felt worse, more hopeless , ashamed and guilty
 

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