Ever since I came back after CTB, I've just been so vengeful against the people who did me wrong and get to walk free. Knowing what they did to me and how they've drove me to that point. Yes, it was my own actions that made me CTB, nobody can tell me that they didn't play a part in it.
Has anyone else felt like this and would like to share?
My story is posted in various spots but I worked my ass off to save lives and then I had it stolen by the medical school I was at. I specifically was working towards being an oncologist., I was viciously bullied within the university, I have/had no friends, the school did so many other terrible horrible things to patients for instance human medical experimentation (non-consensual of course), I was robbed in clear crimes.... I could go on but no one has been willing to help. Literally no one. My parents kicked me out because I could find a halfway decent job nevermind the lack of car or whatever, I still am completely alone, and frankly hundreds to thousands of people have heard my story and they haven't gone pft theres no crimes there!! No they have gone fuck you for even thinking I would help a scumbag like you. So yeah I fantasize about revenge. I want it so fucking bad. I want to attack it with the same ferocity that I attacked medical school with. If society is going to kick me to the curb after trying to help it and say here be fine being homeless and barely surviving then fuck society. I'll enjoy watching you suffer.
Addendum:
I don't mean the Polish society where the crimes occurred. But America. Where everyone is self-obsessed and doesn't give a shit what happened to me, where the US embassy just said nah fuck that guy we don't want to meet with him, where the USG could help but said fuck that guy why would we. I want to make those motherfuckers pay.
