Someone help me please, I need to die urgently, there is no way I can get a gun, I don't have a car to poison me with carbon monoxide, and there is not even anywhere to hang me from a gallows, I'm desperate, I can't die or live, I'm stuck in an existential limbo, I can't stand my conscience anymore, I'm too old and getting old like this is worse than death itself, all I want at this moment is to have an eternal sleep without dreams and never exist again, for years I researched on the internet about methods and three years ago I discovered the SN method and since then I have considered it as the only accessible solution, but the results that appear in the search do not seem reliable, if I don't manage to die, I will literally go crazy, because everything is exploding in my head. head, my thoughts make me feel bad all the time, it's like being trapped in a room where people are bullying you wantonly, there's no point in living like this
