Diazapam

[Susan Caswell]

Please does anyone know how many 2 mg Diazapam it would take to be fatal currently only have 9 would i need hundreds and thats if they would stay down i suppose im getting more desperate by the day this tinnitus is now more than i can stand cant believe this has happened i was a good person with a lovely life i cant stay like this hissing ringing singing i could have done but how do i live stand jet plane roaring such a hammering noise workmans drill and hissing but the amplifying is horrific and anxiety even worse need to get going need peace i could have stood anything at all but this survived cancer and suicidal from tinnitus im on my last legs cant understand it or why i was really well healthy but very happy dont deserve this none of us deserve whatever has brought us here but 24/7 both ears never lets up i cant find anyone worldwide with tinnitus that you cant live a life with i dont even know cause its ear splitting and on every nerve i have lost hope of it ever stopping but if only it would go down you must be all so sick of hearing me i think i post for someone to help me and can stop this thought i had many years ahead of me could do anything i wanted was a happy caring soul not easy to go but i have to get peace i hated noise but this is beyond what a person can endure

 

[Fedrea]

Please does anyone know how many 2 mg Diazapam it would take to be fatal currently only have 9 would i need hundreds and thats if they would stay down i suppose im getting more desperate by the day this tinnitus is now more than i can stand cant believe this has happened i was a good person with a lovely life i cant stay like this hissing ringing singing i could have done but how do i live stand jet plane roaring such a hammering noise workmans drill and hissing but the amplifying is horrific and anxiety even worse need to get going need peace i could have stood anything at all but this survived cancer and suicidal from tinnitus im on my last legs cant understand it or why i was really well healthy but very happy dont deserve this none of us deserve whatever has brought us here but 24/7 both ears never lets up i cant find anyone worldwide with tinnitus that you cant live a life with i dont even know cause its ear splitting and on every nerve i have lost hope of it ever stopping but if only it would go down you must be all so sick of hearing me i think i post for someone to help me and can stop this thought i had many years ahead of me could do anything i wanted was a happy caring soul not easy to go but i have to get peace i hated noise but this is beyond what a person can endure

Have you been referred to a tinnitus clinic? Have you been fitted with hearing aids- these can help even if you do not have hearing loss in the normal range. How many years have you had tinnitus? I do not think diazapam would make for a successful attempt, and whilst I COMPLETELY understand how tinnitus could drive a person to ctb, it's important to say it does get much quieter over the years for some.

 

[Meditation guide]

Please does anyone know how many 2 mg Diazapam it would take to be fatal currently only have 9

Not enough.

 

[Susan Caswell]

Have you been referred to a tinnitus clinic? Have you been fitted with hearing aids- these can help even if you do not have hearing loss in the normal range. How many years have you had tinnitus? I do not think diazapam would make for a successful attempt, and whilst I COMPLETELY understand how tinnitus could drive a person to ctb, it's important to say it does get much quieter over the years for some.

3 years deafening roaring came from nowhere. Yes been to 3 tinnitus clincs, hearing aids no good due to hyperacusis and they just amplified the tinnitus its never gone down or stopped since day it set off it was loud but like car engine running now roaring both ears its horrific but the amplifyingis too much to stand and crippling anxiety i have had hissing for years and could stand it no problem but this has made me so ill 4 noises both ears i have to find a way to end this its suffering like i never knew possible cant mask it cant get away from it cant stop it hoped it would stop go down that i could live with it i cant not this loud and my ears now feel full pressure pain burning from the constant pounding noise wish it would just stop how i wish never come all was good no problems i was such a healthy happy soul this isnt right left like this its pure torture just dont deserve this i could have stood anything at all but this

Not enough.

I thought not how many would i need how about paracetamol have to find a way cant take this noise any longer

 

[checkouttime]

I will give you an example
.
I have used cocaine and diazepam and alcohol together. people used to warn me about mixing them. i used to take well more than the recommended dse of diazepam, but obviously with the other drugs aswell and i was fine.

More than once i probably used 20 x 10mg, a lot of alcohol and probably 3.5g+ of cocaine. i was ruff the next day but not even near CTB(which i wasn't trying to do).

So i imagine to ctb you might need a bucket load?? i know everyone is different.just trying to give you comparison of me taking a bit of a drug cocktail and being fine(not fine, but you know what i mean im sure!)

 

[Deardaddy]

Even 50 will not kill you. If so it will be more painful then most methods mentioned. Less is more.

 

[falloutcarter13]

3 years deafening roaring came from nowhere. Yes been to 3 tinnitus clincs, hearing aids no good due to hyperacusis and they just amplified the tinnitus its never gone down or stopped since day it set off it was loud but like car engine running now roaring both ears its horrific but the amplifyingis too much to stand and crippling anxiety i have had hissing for years and could stand it no problem but this has made me so ill 4 noises both ears i have to find a way to end this its suffering like i never knew possible cant mask it cant get away from it cant stop it hoped it would stop go down that i could live with it i cant not this loud and my ears now feel full pressure pain burning from the constant pounding noise wish it would just stop how i wish never come all was good no problems i was such a healthy happy soul this isnt right left like this its pure torture just dont deserve this i could have stood anything at all but this

I thought not how many would i need how about paracetamol have to find a way cant take this noise any longer

Sadly, ODs causing death from valium aren't a viable option. People have taken 2000mg in an end of life attempt (that's 1,000 of your pills) and just ended up sleeping for 48 hours. While I know eating a bottle of tylenol seems like a valid option when you're suffering, please, don't. This drug kills by shutting down the liver, the organ slowly dies over a period of 72+ hours causing excruciating pain for the duration. Worse, you'll almost certainly be taken to emergency medical services (or the pain will cause you to call them yourself) before death can occur. They will stop the drug from killing more of your liver, but they cannot reverse the damage already done to it. The end result is likely ending up with a mountain of medical bills and a liver which doesn't function properly, causes pain and makes your life even harder than it is right now.

I'm not trying to talk you out of suicide. I'm just trying to talk you out of basically torturing yourself further and making your death an extremely long and painful, drawn-out affair. Read a free online version of the PPeH, it discusses all of the end of life strategies that are both likely to work and cause the least amount of suffering. I'm really sorry its come to this for you, I hope you find the peace you need

 

[Susan Caswell]

Sadly, ODs causing death from valium aren't a viable option. People have taken 2000mg in an end of life attempt (that's 1,000 of your pills) and just ended up sleeping for 48 hours. While I know eating a bottle of tylenol seems like a valid option when you're suffering, please, don't. This drug kills by shutting down the liver, the organ slowly dies over a period of 72+ hours causing excruciating pain for the duration. Worse, you'll almost certainly be taken to emergency medical services (or the pain will cause you to call them yourself) before death can occur. They will stop the drug from killing more of your liver, but they cannot reverse the damage already done to it. The end result is likely ending up with a mountain of medical bills and a liver which doesn't function properly, causes pain and makes your life even harder than it is right now.

I'm not trying to talk you out of suicide. I'm just trying to talk you out of basically torturing yourself further and making your death an extremely long and painful, drawn-out affair. Read a free online version of the PPeH, it discusses all of the end of life strategies that are both likely to work and cause the least amount of suffering. I'm really sorry its come to this for you, I hope you find the peace you need

Thank you i understand

I will give you an example
.
I have used cocaine and diazepam and alcohol together. people used to warn me about mixing them. i used to take well more than the recommended dse of diazepam, but obviously with the other drugs aswell and i was fine.

More than once i probably used 20 x 10mg, a lot of alcohol and probably 3.5g+ of cocaine. i was ruff the next day but not even near CTB(which i wasn't trying to do).

So i imagine to ctb you might need a bucket load?? i know everyone is different.just trying to give you comparison of me taking a bit of a drug cocktail and being fine(not fine, but you know what i mean im sure!)

Thank you i hear you

 

[GoneGoneGone]

Diazepam can only kill you by truck aka the truck falls on you

 

[esse_est_percipi]

Have you ever tried any for of psychotherapy/hypnotherapy or meditation practice?
I'm not saying any of those things will completely cure you, but maybe they will help you to achieve a calmer mindset which could potentially attenuate the tinnitus?

 

[autumnal]

3 years deafening roaring came from nowhere. Yes been to 3 tinnitus clincs, hearing aids no good due to hyperacusis and they just amplified the tinnitus its never gone down or stopped since day it set off it was loud but like car engine running now roaring both ears its horrific but the amplifyingis too much to stand and crippling anxiety i have had hissing for years and could stand it no problem but this has made me so ill 4 noises both ears i have to find a way to end this its suffering like i never knew possible cant mask it cant get away from it cant stop it hoped it would stop go down that i could live with it i cant not this loud and my ears now feel full pressure pain burning from the constant pounding noise wish it would just stop how i wish never come all was good no problems i was such a healthy happy soul this isnt right left like this its pure torture just dont deserve this i could have stood anything at all but this

I thought not how many would i need how about paracetamol have to find a way cant take this noise any longer

You've been here for a while now, have you not browsed the Resource Compilation for methods that do work?

A fact rapidly discovered is that fatal overdose by benzos or paracetemol is very unlikely to be successful.

 

[alexit]

Don't bother. Hate to burst that bubble. Doesn't work.

 

[Nohopeinhell]

You've asked about the paracetamol before. Also sure you mentioned diazepam. Have a look through your old threads at the replies. People have suggested many helpful things that may help you on various occassions. Your posts seem to be almost all the very same but with just different methods mentioned.

 

[Susan Caswell]

Have you ever tried any for of psychotherapy/hypnotherapy or meditation practice?
I'm not saying any of those things will completely cure you, but maybe they will help you to achieve a calmer mindset which could potentially attenuate the tinnitus?

Yes ive tried everything i could find see best consultants therapies to calm me out of all options and just cant stay like this x

You've asked about the paracetamol before. Also sure you mentioned diazepam. Have a look through your old threads at the replies. People have suggested many helpful things that may help you on various occassions. Your posts seem to be almost all the very same but with just different methods mentioned.

Your right think this is driving me mental and i was anything but x