Detergent Suicide

[ForeverStunted]

I've booked a hotel room for tonight. I'm between hanging myself (partial suspension) or detergent suicide.

I haven't been able to find an ~exact~ recipe for detergent suicide it and would appreciate if anyone could point me in the right direction.

Current plan is to carry out either in the hotel bathroom. I have what I need to seal the bathroom if I decide to go with detergent. I will put a sign on the bathroom door warning staff.

I'm not telling anyone what I'm planning. I don't want to be stopped. I just want to go peacefully and alone

 

[Living sucks]

First of all it sounds like you're not prepared at all. Booking a room but don't know the recipe for detergent method?
It's very easy to find lots of other posts that have discussed this.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/search/299987/?q=Detergent+method&o=relevance

Btw, it's a horrible method and nearly impossible to withstand .. not peaceful at all.

Have you practiced partial? And do you know if your set up will even be possible in the hotel?
whatever you decide I hope you find peace you seek.

 

[DyslexicForeigner]

I just want to go peacefully and alone

It's not a peacefull death, you're at risk of harming other "meatsuits" around you and of course... the first responders (sorry OP, but you're so selfish!), and it's agonizing as all living hell. There are definitely better ways. (Leave it to Japan to even have stupid suicide trends!)

 

[Living sucks]

It's not a peaceful death, you're at risk of harming other around you and first responders (sorry OP, but you're so selfish!), and it's agonizing as all living hell. There are definitely better ways. (Leave it to Japan to even have stupid suicide trends!)

They stated they would put a note on the door as warning. No need to be degrading. Let's just explain why it's a bad idea

 

[DyslexicForeigner]

My first SS post is the recipe... but long story short... I dumped it all down the drain (separate location of course!)... and go for a much more peacefull and safe method which is popular on SS.

 

[Kumachan]

Terrible idea.

 

[ForeverStunted]

Update: I'm at my hotel. I picked up paracord and have the bathroom door set up. I also got Unisom. Just gonna down the bottle. If that doesn't do it I have box cutters too. This ends tonight. My pain and the pain I'm causing others ends tonight

 

[X-Kid]

Update: I'm at my hotel. I picked up paracord and have the bathroom door set up. I also got Unisom. Just gonna down the bottle. If that doesn't do it I have box cutters too. This ends tonight. My pain and the pain I'm causing others ends tonight

Please please please stop for a little bit and think this through. It sounds to me like you are super upset right now. I've been crying all day (my own depression and problems) and as much as I want to end it and probably eventually will, it's not tonight. I've tried and failed 3 times. Carbon monoxide in 2014 and antifreeze and then SN in 2019. Each time (except for SN cause I wouldn't admit to it and lied) landed myself in a psych ward.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that if you want to kill yourself, make sure you read up on everything and do it properly so you don't end up in a psych ward or disabled from doing it wrong.

 

[Living sucks]

Hope you can find peace with whatever you do. Glad you scrapped the detergent method. I feel like you're making a rash decision and your methods aren't well thought out.There's a online chat source called imalive if you feel the need to talk to professionals. Ctb is permanent so just want you to know for sure

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I read your other posts, it seems you're determined to end your life and I respect that. I'm not going to try to talk you out of it.

My concern is, without a well-researched plan, there's a chance the pain won't end tonight. Have you considered what happens if your attempt fails? Will your life end up being even more shit than it already is? Will it be more pain for both you and your spouse? Could you end up in a mental health unit, and would you be okay with that? I'm just suggesting you weigh things out. If things are already really fucked up, can you handle if they get even more fucked up with a failed attempt?

Could you maybe instead use the time in the hotel tonight to take advantage of the privacy and chill out, think things through, rest, and then tomorrow start working on a feasible plan?

Whatever you do, it's your choice. I don't know you, I have no say over what you do, I don't judge you if you succeed, fail, or postpone. It's none of my business. I'm trying to bring a calmer perspective, even if that calmness only helps you to focus on what you're trying to accomplish tonight, and to do it rationally rather than rashly.

 

[autumnal]

As others have already said, do not use the detergent method. It is highly painful and unpleasant for you, and puts neighbours and first responders at serious risk, even if you think you have taken sufficient precautions. This is especially the case in a multiple-occupant setting such as a hotel.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

detergent suicide

 

[Living sucks]

@ForeverStunted are you still with us?

 

[allym101]

I'm hearing a lot of mixed opinions on this method and I'd like to know the truth on this method. I've read that some people pass out in a couple breaths and die a quiet peaceful death. From others, I've heard it's agonizing and incredibly time consuming. Does anybody have solid concrete proof on which theory is actually correct? I'm thinking of doing this method myself and I'd love to share the products I'm using if anyone is interested in knowing.

 

[autumnal]

I'm hearing a lot of mixed opinions on this method and I'd like to know the truth on this method. I've read that some people pass out in a couple breaths and die a quiet peaceful death. From others, I've heard it's agonizing and incredibly time consuming. Does anybody have solid concrete proof on which theory is actually correct? I'm thinking of doing this method myself and I'd love to share the products I'm using if anyone is interested in knowing.

Perhaps the difference in accounts reflects the variation in mixtures used, the size and ventilation of spaces used, and the physical and medical differences between different users. Additionally, there aren't going to be accounts provided by those who use the method fatally.

I would say the most conservative approach would be to assume that the method will take some unknown period of time between a couple of breaths and quick unconsciousness, and a much longer time period involving agony. Only use this method if you are prepared to endure the possibility of that worst-case scenario. I know this isn't the most practical piece of advice to be given, but it seems to be the safest. I would hate to think you used this method only anticipating the former, and had to unexpectedly endure the latter during your last minutes.

 

[Aap]

The honest truth is that H2S is more toxic than cyanide. Watch the video below. It will provide a reference for the concentrations that can cause unconsciousness (ppm) and then death. The differences in times to unconsciousness are largely due to: concentrations and amounts used, volume of the area to be filled, and how well sealed. A hotel bathroom has quite a bit more cubic footage than a car

both h2s and hcn work in a similar manner, so neither is a pleasant way to go. I don't provide more information for methods that can harm others and usually don't provide this much. I'd encourage you to find another method. Ropes or scarves are easy to find and usually would be faster and less painful if done correctly, certainly more so than a box cutter.

 

[allym101]

The honest truth is that H2S is more toxic than cyanide. Watch the video below. It will provide a reference for the concentrations that can cause unconsciousness (ppm) and then death. The differences in times to unconsciousness are largely due to: concentrations and amounts used, volume of the area to be filled, and how well sealed. A hotel bathroom has quite a bit more cubic footage than a car

both h2s and hcn work in a similar manner, so neither is a pleasant way to go. I don't provide more information for methods that can harm others and usually don't provide this much. I'd encourage you to find another method. Ropes or scarves are easy to find and usually would be faster and less painful if done correctly, certainly more so than a box cutter.

Yeah I saw that video, I was already planning on using a gallon of both chemicals so I'm expecting to swiftly pass out however I'm aware of the possibility of feeling an excruciating pain in my lungs. As long as it doesn't last TOO long I think I'll be okay. My worst fear is for my fight or flight to kick in at the last moment and escape the car while I'm still conscience, leaving me with a long term physical ailment.

 

[Living sucks]

My worst fear is for my fight or flight to kick in at the last moment and escape the car while I'm still conscience, leaving me with a long term physical ailment.

Exactly. I nearly passed out from ammonia mixing with chlorine in tap water.. the severe odor and pain in my lungs plus survival instinct immediately made me back away and run outside for air. It's hard to force yourself to stay in torture

 

[ssaaahmo]

I've tried detergent suicide before and it's not peaceful. I didn't end up making a lethal mix because what I thought would work didn't and it was still unpleasant. Just know it's going to hurt.

 

[allym101]

I've tried detergent suicide before and it's not peaceful. I didn't end up making a lethal mix because what I thought would work didn't and it was still unpleasant. Just know it's going to hurt.

Can you describe a bit what it felt like? Did it feel like heartburn, did you have an unbearable headache? I just want to know what I'm in for if worst case scenario comes true.

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

yeah please don't do that. almost any other method is less painful..

 

[ssaaahmo]

Can you describe a bit what it felt like? Did it feel like heartburn, did you have an unbearable headache? I just want to know what I'm in for if worst case scenario comes true.

I felt like I couldn't breathe at all-it felt like my chest was super tight. My heart was pounding so fast I thought it was going to beat out of my chest.
Just to clarify: I used bleach and toilet bowl cleaner, which was supposed to work but didn't. I think it may have been the wrong brand of toilet bowl cleaner.

 

[allym101]

I felt like I couldn't breathe at all-it felt like my chest was super tight. My heart was pounding so fast I thought it was going to beat out of my chest.
Just to clarify: I used bleach and toilet bowl cleaner, which was supposed to work but didn't. I think it may have been the wrong brand of toilet bowl cleaner.

Wow I'm sorry you had to go through that, I can't imagine how you must've felt in that moment but thank you for the insight. I'm trying to use stronger more "pure" products so I'm crossing fingers that everything thing runs as expected.

yeah please don't do that. almost any other method is less painful..

I understand that however I'm willing to take the risk of being in a little pain before death, as I said as long as it doesn't last long enough for my survival instinct to kick in this is the method I'm really devoted to. I'm using a ton of each chemical and I've done extensive research so I'm hoping that'll be enough.

 

[ssaaahmo]

Wow I'm sorry you had to go through that, I can't imagine how you must've felt in that moment but thank you for the insight. I'm trying to use stronger more "pure" products so I'm crossing fingers that everything thing runs as expected.

I understand that however I'm willing to take the risk of being in a little pain before death, as I said as long as it doesn't last long enough for my survival instinct to kick in this is the method I'm really devoted to. I'm using a ton of each chemical and I've done extensive research so I'm hoping that'll be enough.

it was really painful but I'm glad I could help you know what to expect at least from my point of view